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i guess this is the end of another year.....another year full of memories....friends that have gone away and others i have met, i started college, i got a promotion at work, i think i have found myself, and im sooo happy. Tara lost her grandma yesterday and i feel for her.....im sorry hun....but i promise its gonna be okay and whatever u feel its okay....member its us always....kristal and me have started talkin more at work i guess to make it less occured....we laugh even which is weird.....i have to stay away from malls im allergic i spend too much money.....why do i have to work today its new years??? so many things i could do tonight but i reallie dont wanna do anything special....its just new years and im not ready for 2006.....im gonna turn 19 im gonna finish my second term at college, im going to merritt and new york hopefully and im scared....im scared that all the good i have right now is about to dissapear and that it will all fade....more then ever do i just wanna hold onto it forever.....but i guess i cant....whatever im delt i get....like someone told me.....you never ever get more then u can handle.....i hope thats true.....well im wearing my new american eagle clothes ....im gonna pop off to work now......i hope u all have a grand new years.....i heart you all more then blue smarties and pls be safe....karen fone my cell tonight....wherever i am i wanna talk to u.....love you all....<3