hold onto yourself, for this is gonna hurt like hell.
being normal is so hard. i don't think i realized how uncomfortable (/painful) it would be to get better. usually it makes me feel good to do well, but today it's just dragging me down with the constant thinking and constant pain i just have to accept until it goes away. it's exhausting.
fingers crossed for everything checking out okay. second chances are real, right?
i miss you.