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Ok so I'll never understand how this life works or how I'll get through without going crazy. Things with me and Ray are so much more diffucult that I would have ever liked them to be. He tells me he loves me and everyone knows I love him more than anything in the world but right now we can't be together. When ever either of us have any free time(at the same time) we try to hang out, we do all the things couples do...*hint, hint* but right now we both need to get our lives in order. He's got the army thing going on and I have to work and I'll start college in the spring. But after all is settled we really want to be just us again... so things are starting to look up... I still want to hangout!!