Daddie.. Foreverrr in my heart ;;

[lisaxolovee]

So scarlett gave me this picture of me and my daddie, holding me when i was little and ommgg i cry so much when i saw it.... i mean that is the first picture iv seen of me and him and ugh i miss him so much!! i mean that has got to be one of the WORSTE pains in the world is losing a parent that ur close too..seriously to me its worste than a heartbreak (the kind you get from guys)...truley and honestly i think it is..well for me! cause like i was sooo freaking close to my dad! and  i miss him so FUCKING badddd  GOD!, and ashley. . . well i dont know about her she doesnt seem to show any emotion about my dad and his death.. since the day he died i havent seen her cry about it ..NOT ONCE.. so like i mean ..how does she do it? i feel as though i cant talk to her about it as much as i wish i could..Well i suppose we all expresse sertain things different ways right? i dont know.. i tryed to talk to her about it last night...but she didnt seem to have time sooooo i dont well i gtg.. pCe<3

R.i.P - March 3rd two thousand and two! <3 never to be forgotten.. michael earl crenshaw