hold that moment in my picture
went out with I today. wouldn't call it a fun one, but it was nice having company. It's certainly nice doing something I've never done before and have always been wanting to do. I guess it's not fun cuz I'm gloomy as always. I finally went down esplanade area and fulleraton to take pics. testing out with macro lenses and wide lens. haha. I know i'm not a good model. cant pose for nuts. cant even smile properly for the camera. forever making goofy faces. crappy.
we talked about him. something I said makes sense. "honeymoon period was over and he realised that she's no longer the one he used to love. are you going to hold onto that cuz you've been together for so long or are you going to treat yourself better?"
I guess I really need to move on. since we were no longer who we were. no point holding onto something that makes only both of us unhappy. I guess there's nothing much to try now. It's hard to continue breathing, but I have to learn. I just wish that my friends wun be bored of me soon. I cant turn to them night after night, weekends after weekends. can i?
I need to try and move on. Really need to.
we talked about him. something I said makes sense. "honeymoon period was over and he realised that she's no longer the one he used to love. are you going to hold onto that cuz you've been together for so long or are you going to treat yourself better?"
I guess I really need to move on. since we were no longer who we were. no point holding onto something that makes only both of us unhappy. I guess there's nothing much to try now. It's hard to continue breathing, but I have to learn. I just wish that my friends wun be bored of me soon. I cant turn to them night after night, weekends after weekends. can i?
I need to try and move on. Really need to.