i need you like water in my lungs
i've been doing a ton of thinking lately and have almost reached a reasonable conclusion.
i am just so scared to make the wrong decision.
i am afraid of not knowing what potential i may actually have.
i can't stop doubting myself, i used to have so much confidence that i could succeed at anything i wanted as long as i applied myself...but i just don't know anymore.
too much is going on and i keep stressing myself out like crazy. i do stupid things like stay out until 1AM on a school night when i could have been home writing 1 of the 3 papers that are due soon. i could have studied for my anatomy lab test and lecture test. i could have caught up on some sleep. i don't necessarily regret going out because i love seeing the familiar faces that seem like they have been disappearing, but times like these make me feel like i'm running from my obligations, which I am.
if anyone knows any good ways to de-stress, please let me know...i could use some help.
on a lighter note....who wants to play tennis?
i am just so scared to make the wrong decision.
i am afraid of not knowing what potential i may actually have.
i can't stop doubting myself, i used to have so much confidence that i could succeed at anything i wanted as long as i applied myself...but i just don't know anymore.
too much is going on and i keep stressing myself out like crazy. i do stupid things like stay out until 1AM on a school night when i could have been home writing 1 of the 3 papers that are due soon. i could have studied for my anatomy lab test and lecture test. i could have caught up on some sleep. i don't necessarily regret going out because i love seeing the familiar faces that seem like they have been disappearing, but times like these make me feel like i'm running from my obligations, which I am.
if anyone knows any good ways to de-stress, please let me know...i could use some help.
on a lighter note....who wants to play tennis?