i really gotta hand it to you
why the fuck does this happen? the nights where i need sleep the most i somehow end up depriving myself of it.
i hate that i didn’t go to bed until late anyways because kelly and i are stuck writing lab write ups that are just fucking ridiculous and redundant, then my dad decides to call me and tell me he "needs" chocolate ice cream and pepsi. what the fuck? who NEEDS chocolate fucking ice cream and pepsi and 12:30AM? of course with my luck, i managed to finagle myself into the longest fucking line. and who honestly goes grocery shopping that late? it was like college student central. well, i'm already aggravated enough, why not drive around aimlessly for a while? i have mastered my game i made up to keep me out as long as possible. so, i get home. and guess who went to bed? THANKS DAD! much fuckin' love!
so i finally decide to go to sleep. i'm mentally and physically drained from the day and it has never felt so good to hit my bed. only took about a half hour to fall asleep (that's really good for me). guess what happens and 4:00AM on the dot? i wake up!!!! for no reason!!!!!!!!!! i tried to fall back asleep, but it's just not happening.
98% change this entry will be deleted when i actually wake up, and when i'm not in serious fucking pain for no reason.
i hate that i didn’t go to bed until late anyways because kelly and i are stuck writing lab write ups that are just fucking ridiculous and redundant, then my dad decides to call me and tell me he "needs" chocolate ice cream and pepsi. what the fuck? who NEEDS chocolate fucking ice cream and pepsi and 12:30AM? of course with my luck, i managed to finagle myself into the longest fucking line. and who honestly goes grocery shopping that late? it was like college student central. well, i'm already aggravated enough, why not drive around aimlessly for a while? i have mastered my game i made up to keep me out as long as possible. so, i get home. and guess who went to bed? THANKS DAD! much fuckin' love!
so i finally decide to go to sleep. i'm mentally and physically drained from the day and it has never felt so good to hit my bed. only took about a half hour to fall asleep (that's really good for me). guess what happens and 4:00AM on the dot? i wake up!!!! for no reason!!!!!!!!!! i tried to fall back asleep, but it's just not happening.
98% change this entry will be deleted when i actually wake up, and when i'm not in serious fucking pain for no reason.