Jul 23, 2003 11:27
So the plan was to volunteer at the Health Clinic from 2-5, then drive to Terry's house. They called, and I am actually supposed to come in from 5-8. Dammit. Plus, I'll be the only receptionist there, and I've never actually done the job before, let alone by myself. Greaaat. I'm pissed off because my date to see Terry keeps getting pushed farther and farther back. Its already been about 2 weeks since I saw him, and if I don't see him tomorrow it could be another 2 weeks before I see him again. I fucking hate that. I knew that the summer was going to be difficult, but I had no idea how much I cared about the boy and how much harder that would make it.
I'm being stupid and selfish, the health center needs me. If doctors can show up to volunteer their time to these people, I guess I can manage to give 3 hours of my time. Yeesh. *slaps self in face*
Welp Terry, first it was family vacation, then it was work, now its uninsured sick people. I promise, you're next this time. Honestly.