THERE IS NO WORLD IN A WORLD WITH OUT U
so i jsut got home not too long ago. i was with tomczak since thursday. it was sooooo great to see him. we hung out with his friend nate. i guess he is my friend now too. they drank , i smoked. we had a lot of fun. it was the first time i saw him since he got out of jail.
a coule of months ago dan got stabbed in the back near is heart. (oh yeah dan is a skin head) and i guess that caused a blood clot to produce in his heart. he had been having chest pains for quite some time but he says on friday it hurt more than ever. we were trying to fall asleep and he started shaking. i was getting so fucking worried so i started rubbing his chest. i could feel his heart colapsing in his chest. OH MY GOD. i was so scared. he tried telling me that his arm was going numb. i was vigorously rubbing his arm and trying to get his shoes on to take him to the hospital. i would have called an ambulance but dan really is broke and he wouldnt let me. i was so scared. he kept saying "im dying lisa" i was crying my eyes out. oh man. ive known dan forever. he is a piece of my soul. anyone who knows me knows that. i told himTHERE IS NO WORLD IN A WORLD WITH OUT U and he looked at me and smiled. then he got up and put his coat on and i hlped him down 3 flights of stairs. i serously speeded the whole way there actually hoping ot get pulled over. i wanted a police escort. we got to the hospital and he was feeling fine then. i swear that is how it works. all the times i have been rushed to the hospital i usually felt fine by fhe time i got there. so we sat a while and he promised me he would go to a free clinic next week. so...THANK GOD he is feeling better. i dont know what i would do if he died on me. ugh. hes way too important to me...even though he is a convict skin head.
so we then went to get breakfast at steak n shake and drove back to nates house. fell asleep in a tiny bed and started the day again. bought some jim beam and dank and goofed off. i dropped dan off at his friends house in who knows where and got really lost and got home at noon. and now it is saturday. hopefully going to a party later with chester or hanging out with dan again and then sunday is kriz's birthday. (yes kriz i will be there)
and now...it is time for fooooood! i havent eaten a meal in a coupel of days bc i have been sick. so..pizza!!!
a coule of months ago dan got stabbed in the back near is heart. (oh yeah dan is a skin head) and i guess that caused a blood clot to produce in his heart. he had been having chest pains for quite some time but he says on friday it hurt more than ever. we were trying to fall asleep and he started shaking. i was getting so fucking worried so i started rubbing his chest. i could feel his heart colapsing in his chest. OH MY GOD. i was so scared. he tried telling me that his arm was going numb. i was vigorously rubbing his arm and trying to get his shoes on to take him to the hospital. i would have called an ambulance but dan really is broke and he wouldnt let me. i was so scared. he kept saying "im dying lisa" i was crying my eyes out. oh man. ive known dan forever. he is a piece of my soul. anyone who knows me knows that. i told himTHERE IS NO WORLD IN A WORLD WITH OUT U and he looked at me and smiled. then he got up and put his coat on and i hlped him down 3 flights of stairs. i serously speeded the whole way there actually hoping ot get pulled over. i wanted a police escort. we got to the hospital and he was feeling fine then. i swear that is how it works. all the times i have been rushed to the hospital i usually felt fine by fhe time i got there. so we sat a while and he promised me he would go to a free clinic next week. so...THANK GOD he is feeling better. i dont know what i would do if he died on me. ugh. hes way too important to me...even though he is a convict skin head.
so we then went to get breakfast at steak n shake and drove back to nates house. fell asleep in a tiny bed and started the day again. bought some jim beam and dank and goofed off. i dropped dan off at his friends house in who knows where and got really lost and got home at noon. and now it is saturday. hopefully going to a party later with chester or hanging out with dan again and then sunday is kriz's birthday. (yes kriz i will be there)
and now...it is time for fooooood! i havent eaten a meal in a coupel of days bc i have been sick. so..pizza!!!