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i have decided to stop with the whole ben thing. im not going to proceed in trying to date him anymore. it was the last straw. after him not calling me for a week he calls at 3 am drunk off his ass and tells me to come over. the stupid love sick girl i am i got out of my bed and pajamas and drove over there. ok cool...we smoked a bit and talked and chilled out with launce who was also drunk. i needed to stretch out and chill so i moved over to the bed for a bit. ben layed down next to me. we cuddled and shit and he got a hard on...blah blah blah...he fell asleep while i was jerking him off! ::sigh:: i can do better than this. i mean come on...really. he is so dead in bed all the time i sometimes feel like i am raping him. it makes me feel like a horney guy humping a girls leg in highschool. i can do better..and i have done better. so yeah.
i got another ticket. i was speeding. stupid me. the speed limit changed so fast i didnt see it. so...more money out of lisa'a pocket that isnt there.
i was supposed to hang out with mongold today...he never called. :(
i was also supposed to see kriz this weekend...never happened. sorry hun.
going to the movies with todd (virgintea) on monday.
my head hurts. i just got done sticking my head in my scanner for laughs. that was fun. i got some goofy pictures. with i knew how to post them.
i got another ticket. i was speeding. stupid me. the speed limit changed so fast i didnt see it. so...more money out of lisa'a pocket that isnt there.
i was supposed to hang out with mongold today...he never called. :(
i was also supposed to see kriz this weekend...never happened. sorry hun.
going to the movies with todd (virgintea) on monday.
my head hurts. i just got done sticking my head in my scanner for laughs. that was fun. i got some goofy pictures. with i knew how to post them.