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[lisatanesa]

the past few days have been weird. ive been in a weird mood and feeling weird emotions and doing weird things. ben hasnt caled me in a week. i think he has lost interest. that makes me very sad. but the more i think about it the more i realize that ben is jsut like my brother. and well...most of the time i dont like my brother very much. he was the only person that ever made my phone ring for me. i love hearing, "hey lisa wanna hang out?" not too many people call me up anymore. even my closest friends are too busy to call or the all jsut wait for me to come around and find them. that is very depressing.

i know i am supposed to be doing something today but i cant rememebr.

eek.. the sharon show is on...gotta go