Father, I miss Sadie so much, but I know you are doing Your work through her doctors and if you say she will not be well enough to come back to school next year i have to accept your decision. Everything that has just happened today feels like you are telling me that the house on 44 Glovers Rd is not meant for me, but You have not completely shot down my chances at all for any house so i'm praying to You right now with specifics; i have been advised to read the Book of Mark and pray as if You have already given me my house. So Lord, here I am. I belong to you, and this is what i'm asking of my Father: i want mary to come back within the next two days and see that this is a great opportunity and will be good for her as well as for me, i want me and nikki and mary to rent the extra three rooms in the house we looked at today; it is a small, cozy house, with decent rent and a great landlord, in a great neighbourhood, on a bus route and close enough to walk if the weather permits it, and its also alot closer to steve and adam which is great for both mary and i. so Father, this is what i pray for.
http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e117/lisas_cereal/hugs.jpg sadie my love, have faith. you are in God's hands. and so am i...