10 November 1982
I've been planning my wedding this month (more got done than it would have because I hurt my shoulder). It's a little strange, I feel like I don't really know how to do much of anything but Charissa has been dead helpful. She's been working on my robes, she didn't have to, what she's doing is very kind. I still have to pick a colour (I think blue) and flowers. I was thinking about tulips and then I saw how much they cost so now I don't know
I realize that I'm lucky because those are currently the least of my problems when two years ago, I was being unsure if I was going to wake up in the morning or not. I have a fiance who I care for very very much and cares for me too and we're going to have a lovely wedding. I've asked Janie, Charissa, Alastor's sister Phoenix, and Lowri to be in my bridal party. I hope none of them mind and I need to find robes for them, but I have to make sure that I want blue as my colour first. I know making robes takes time, you can't just crank them out overnight.
I'm excited though, although for right now, I am admittedly more excited to be able to play Quidditch. I know that Ita has been out for a while, but I haven't heard when she's going back, that's too bad. I feel bad for her. I hope it gets better.
I also feel bad for Aingeal. Everyone's talking about her and I know that I don't like when I'm the one who people talk about, but that much be so much worse, I can't imagine. I just hope it goes her way, I really do, even though I know that some of my friends would disagree, but I'm sure they have to have something on them to keep them for so long. I don't know.
All I know is she's pregnant. I haven't ever known anyone who was pregnant very well so I was curious and I've been reading up about it. It's interesting, pregnancy does very uncomfortable things to your body, so I feel even worse. It doesn't look like it's overly pleasant.
Well I'm pleased to say I will be playing in our match against the Cannons even if it's against the Cannons, I know. It was nice of Fabian's teammate to make him mad s It'll be nice to be able to play in the match against the Cannons and we have the Wanderers at the end of the month. Lance is excited to play his brother.
I won't be able to see my little brother play his first Hogwarts match, sorry Lawrence, but I hope you do well, we have Wanderers that day.