fucked up
Iv managed to fuck up everything once again. for a while there justin and i were doing well and everything was peachy. well my friend cassie, her mom put a 22 pistol to her head and tried to kill herself.. it diddnt work. but cassie got left with the house to herself so me and a bunch of other teenagers went over there and partied it up for about a week str8! thismorning when we woke up. the cops were there and they raided the place finding marajuana and alchahol. but they aret pressing any charges.. and none of us are getting in trouble. when we left for justins house.. we got there and fell asleep. when i woke up to justins moms voice saying. lisa get up and get out ill be over to your house to talk to your parents shortly. so i walked home and appearently the cops called everyones parents. now we werent in any troubly.. but when a cop calls your parents, they automatically think so. I got grounded, justins grounded, im depressed, im forbidden to see any of my friends. and it pretty much seems like the end of my world right now. I wish i was far far away. like denver or cali or somewhere. I hate being 16. i hate being alive. i never have a reason to live... and everytime i find one.... he moves away. Justins going to wisconsin to live from now on. Well Until Next Time...