I hate myself!
I broke up with shane. Im single now. Only... no one wants me... except for one person, but we wont get into that. I wish i still had my band. Not so long ago, when shit got tough, i stuck it up and played for strangers. I miss that soo much. Im hoping i can get back together with this one dude, but i unno. I think we should do the whole dating thing. Only problem is, there is a lot of people who think i shouldent be with him. And everytime i dont listen to my friends, and i follow my heart, i end up getting it hurt in some way or form. Im scared. But this certain guy is so reassuring, and comforting. I just feel so right with him... But can you be right and wrong at the same time? I think so. SO what is there for me to do? Until Next Time...