to compensate for my tardiness, here! a kame banner!
okay guys im really sorry. first if i dont get to post, second i dont even get to stalk your journals anymore and finally the worse of them all, i cant even socialize with the rest of you. i feel very awful about that, truly. it's the worse feeling i could get. i deeply am sincere for my apologies... even if i know merely apologizing every time wont do any good. nonetheless i want to hear from all of you, how you are, what you're doing recently, i want to make up for the things i didnt get to see the past year. i hope by doing this post i could redo the line we had, to get in touch intimately.
anyways, since this is special, i want to personally dedicate this to you, my lovely f-list. i may not have that much friends but throughout the entire 2011, you all made my fangirl life more memorable. i cant express my gratitude seriously in words but still, thanks a lot!
mendibuba, laura, you know you're my only sensei XD and because of you, that comment you made in my very first graphics post, if it werent for that i wouldnt even feel like posting at all in my journal. its through you i met friends. eira, mae, tierra, numix, you were my door to all the things im holding precious right now. im hoping this message gets to you, and i really can't shell all my grateful feelings just by doing this. i really appreciate all the things you did to me. the more im wishing we could continue this kind of relationship for the duration of my liking to the fandom. *hugs*
gagulan numix my mommy >:D< i never knew friends i half know would care so much. you made me realize how important the impact of fandom is. it's not just about loving your idols, it's also supporting your friends and helping them get through their lives everyday. i didnt only find this out on twitter when i got sick and you showed me your care unexpectedly, but also by your comments and your appreciation to my cause. you enlightened me about sharing yourself to others. im praying every day you wont forget this habit of yours, because all in all it's effective! *HUGGLES*
iside89 ISI! i remember that very long comment i made in your friends-cut :)) at first i really thought you were picky and all with friends but when i got to know you, your flailing posts, your daily life, EVERYTHING! i thought you were REALLY AWESOME! and yes you know that cuz i keep on telling you repeatedly. im sorry if i keep on bothering you in your posts =))) annddd, bothering you so lately compared to when you first posted it XD im really hoping to see you more often, but yet again i understand how busy you are and you're seriously enjoying japan ENVYYY! all i could say is, i really want to talk to you more omg this sounded like a confession and please, stay healthy always and remember to sleep and dream about kame. that's all :))
kylie1984 LEOOO!!! ykw, you're the only person i could EVER rant about school and all the busy stuff happening there. i seriously love how i could casually talk to you and see that we're both experiencing the same. i also like the way you post around in lj concerning your daily life and partying =))))) you're really a hard drinker huh? going around places, never actually scared of telling the embarassing stuff and what you're doing lately. please by all means keep it up! its exciting how i get to read your rants at the same time reflect on what im up to lately as well. also, im ever wishing you wont get annoyed with my vents and shares :)) >:D<
fazlyn_n FAZLYN! have i ever told you how very intimidated i was before? its the way you made your kame mood graphics, its so slick and i fell in love with it =))) you know the aura when this person seemed very unapproachable? i got that from you at first but when i added you up and received a notification about you adding me up as well, i became very blissful. haha i felt really cheeky when i asked you where you got this and that. the most heart-warming gesture i got from you was the kamexkoki gif you gave me on my birthday. SERIOUSLY, i never thought you'd do something as meaningful as that. anyways, if you get through troubles im always here to talk and how i wish to converse with you even more. commenting on my kame graphics, i would never really forget about those deeds. please remain the same always >:D<
kissmegreen LYAN! i know we're still building up our relationship but to tell im very happy with how you go around tweeting me :)) im sorry about before, i added you up but didnt get to follow you around as much in your posts as compared to the week we virtually became friends. usually im around junno fangirls but it totally feels different talking to you who's generally a fangirl of both kame and him. i loveeee it! next i still remember how you opened up to me in the plagiarizing post i made before. sorry for alarming you like that btw. i realized how even deeper that issue is to you and i really am hoping you could get through it. you sharing your mags is already a big thing. people overlapping their names is another. i also remember how you told me that people would be there always to appreciate your work and so... please keep that cuz its the same for you. also, never forget the good in things and remain awesome >:D<
pautami katieee >:D< idk why but i really want to go to your house and enjoy you and your food face to face =)))))) sooo there are a lot of things i want to thank you for, requesting and appreciating my work, commenting always on my graphics post, welcoming me warmly in twitter, you're the type of person who keeps my passion in virtual art alive and to me, this means a whole lot. i really really appreciate you *clings to you* i know also how its hard for you lately because of the calamities and hardships but im always praying you could get by it and continue to focus on the more important things. i also love how you started the spark on lending a hand to your people. that is truly inspirational and only you could do it. keep it up and inspire more >:D<
setokoji there's one thing i really want to tell you, I FREAKIN MISS YOU A WHOLE WHOLE LOT :((((( *cries by your shoulder* i miss your ueda ranting and us conversing. i really really really miss you and how we get to talk about graphics and our love for tatchan. :( please, talk to me when you get the chance and stay awesome at the same time. plus before i forget, you and your translations for HVS, that brought me closer to doctor hotta. your impact on me is big and basically, you were the chatmate i had here in lj. for everything, arigatou gozaimasu!
jubelcinta you and your love to always cheer others up! i just noticed, you made your requests not for you to use but for others. this is truly amazing! your selflessness and spunkyness, you make me want to cry and hug you more =)))))) HUGFEST AGAIN? thanks as always for patrionizing my work and for bringing me closer to helping around people through the auction. i never told you that you're amazing but since right now i've already started then fine... JUBEL YOU'RE MEGA AMAZING. your tweets are funny, already generous, you wanting chocolate. i'd have to give it to you =))))) AMAZING. *hugfest!*
eirazm and
marynasuke, you guys are the amazing duo. you never failed to make me laugh and almost release all my guts out from too much laugher. the taguchi chat is never complete without you two so the next time i go, for god's sake go too =))) i so so so miss your funny rants, jokes and RL stories. i love youu both~
dream_air,
kyra_skye,
snow_guardian and
despygurl YOU GUYSS! I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH AND I FEEL VERY BAD FOR NOT GETTING TO TALK TO YOU AT ALL. haha sorry for the all caps i hope one day the complete taguchi_love peeps would get to round up again and chat. you guys were the reason i actually go. if it werent for that chat i wouldnt have the courage to talk and talk to fellow fangirls. please, CHAT!!!
yuuritsukete yuuri you cute little girl! you're the most recent friend i've added up in lj and the person i rant with most in twitter =)))) it was seriously unexpected when i received a notification about you following me and still i question that but seriously, you ARE a blessing to me. i hope when the day i go to SG and meet you comes, we would have a really great time and shop our heart out for the fandom in kino. you are awesome and please remain the same! tweet me still okay?
to all my friends who i could no longer type and type with because of exhaustion, YOU ALL ARE VERY SPECIAL TO ME AND I HOPE WE COULD STILL TALK. you deserve the mention and i really want to dedicate this post to you. even if i cant type personal messages anymore, those moments we get entangled with, meeting up and eventually creating a relationship would remain in my heart. however small it may be, it still is special. I LOVE YOU ALL ♥
gensou_alice,
kikyo619,
lurveheechul,
shion_westwood,
jojojouna,
mamushi_takki,
kissbykiss,
weiweier954,
chiiinen,
jamie_spotty,
THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY 2011 SIGNIFICANT ♥