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It actually is true that you do get used to constant pain.
In other news life is moving along. I have been working stupid hours and still trying to get to the gym but am eating really badly. I am still riding my bike and infact bought a HRM (heart rate monitor) this week to see how doing what on the bike affects my heart rate and to see how it affects my heart and thefore affect my performance. I will also use it at the gym. I am really getting into my cycling which is great and I am meeting lots of new and wonderful people who are also into it - mmm cute boys in lycra :D
I am looking forward to going away in 2 weeks time - 10 days away from Melbourne and 7 actual days off from work is going to be wonderful indeed. I have also now been completely off my happy pills for over a month, which means its over 2 1/2 months since the reduction started and I can happily say that I am fine! I knew I would be as I wanted to come off them months ago, but was waiting till I moved house and everything settled down again, but it is nice to know for sure that I don't need them anymore and things are back to normal for me.
My birthday has also been and gone for another year... I am now in my last year of my 20's and it isn't even bothering me. I am enjoying life in a way I haven't for years and enjoying every day. I am meeting new people, making new great friends, meeting cute boys and my self confidence and view of my own self worth has increased - life is just moving along well for me right now.
In other news life is moving along. I have been working stupid hours and still trying to get to the gym but am eating really badly. I am still riding my bike and infact bought a HRM (heart rate monitor) this week to see how doing what on the bike affects my heart rate and to see how it affects my heart and thefore affect my performance. I will also use it at the gym. I am really getting into my cycling which is great and I am meeting lots of new and wonderful people who are also into it - mmm cute boys in lycra :D
I am looking forward to going away in 2 weeks time - 10 days away from Melbourne and 7 actual days off from work is going to be wonderful indeed. I have also now been completely off my happy pills for over a month, which means its over 2 1/2 months since the reduction started and I can happily say that I am fine! I knew I would be as I wanted to come off them months ago, but was waiting till I moved house and everything settled down again, but it is nice to know for sure that I don't need them anymore and things are back to normal for me.
My birthday has also been and gone for another year... I am now in my last year of my 20's and it isn't even bothering me. I am enjoying life in a way I haven't for years and enjoying every day. I am meeting new people, making new great friends, meeting cute boys and my self confidence and view of my own self worth has increased - life is just moving along well for me right now.