so im sitting here wondering what high school would have been like and wondering what im going to do afterwards and whether i will ever be able to go back to my church
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1) whether i will ever be able to go back to my church - why would you think this? no one there has ever expected you to be perfect? God forgives us - all we have to do is ask. 2) how stupid i must be to never realize how absolutely amazing everything in my life is - okay, so now you realize it - appreciate it and accept it 3) how im not smart enough to go to college - since when? anyone can go to college and your grades are good 4) i think that all this time i waste reading im not participating in life - reading is not a waste of time, never has been, never will be 5) the fact that i could have changed this all but now i'll never know... - change what? maybe you think you have explained this, but from what you have written here, I don't see what you should have changed. 6) i wonder if im going to miss high school even tho i didnt partcipate in it - why do you think you aren't participating in high school life? haven't you been a cheerleader, participated in chorus, participated in OM? sounds like you are participating to me.
maybe in your mind this explains everything or makes sense, but to an outside reader, there doesn't seem to be anything wrong with your life. you also never state what you feel you did wrong....what's the big sin......???????
2) how stupid i must be to never realize how absolutely amazing everything in my life is - okay, so now you realize it - appreciate it and accept it
3) how im not smart enough to go to college - since when? anyone can go to college and your grades are good
4) i think that all this time i waste reading im not participating in life - reading is not a waste of time, never has been, never will be
5) the fact that i could have changed this all but now i'll never know... - change what? maybe you think you have explained this, but from what you have written here, I don't see what you should have changed.
6) i wonder if im going to miss high school even tho i didnt partcipate in it - why do you think you aren't participating in high school life? haven't you been a cheerleader, participated in chorus, participated in OM? sounds like you are participating to me.
maybe in your mind this explains everything or makes sense, but to an outside reader, there doesn't seem to be anything wrong with your life. you also never state what you feel you did wrong....what's the big sin......???????
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