ugghh

[lisamcsperry]

so many things i've done that i wish i hadn't
so many things i haven't done that i wish i had
why was i so stubborn? why was i so pessimistic?
why am i still?
why can't i fix it?

am i going to be like this forever?
do i have any real friends?
does anyone, besides my family, REALLY care about me?

am i going to go insane when im out of school because of all the missed opportunities?
WHY CAN'T I BE NORMAL?
why can't i be like everyone else
why am i still here thinking about it?

i can't go back.
i can't go forward.
i'm stuck