Such a fucking loser
I hate being on the fringe of a group of friends. i feel like i don't quite fit into any one group.
And i'm bitching about this when i shouldn't be. WHY? My sister could have died yesterday. She was a stop sign and a car hit her, so she got out to talk to the person. The woman in the car was having a seizure, and the door was locked, so she tried to reach her arm in through the window which was crackked a couple inches. Well, the woman's car got unhooked from my sister's truck, and if my sister's arm had still been in the window, my sister could have 1) lost her arm, or 2) been dragged along as the car sped off into traffic, hitting a parked car, going over the median, flipping over and finally coming to a stop with collision with a telephone pole. I'm upset about feeling like i have no friends....and my sister went through all this last night? I almost didn't have a sister. I'm still also down about this feeling like i have no friends, and i'm so self centered.
I could leave away messages saying i don't feel like talking, but who the hell would even fucking notice? no one gives a shit anyways.
And i'm bitching about this when i shouldn't be. WHY? My sister could have died yesterday. She was a stop sign and a car hit her, so she got out to talk to the person. The woman in the car was having a seizure, and the door was locked, so she tried to reach her arm in through the window which was crackked a couple inches. Well, the woman's car got unhooked from my sister's truck, and if my sister's arm had still been in the window, my sister could have 1) lost her arm, or 2) been dragged along as the car sped off into traffic, hitting a parked car, going over the median, flipping over and finally coming to a stop with collision with a telephone pole. I'm upset about feeling like i have no friends....and my sister went through all this last night? I almost didn't have a sister. I'm still also down about this feeling like i have no friends, and i'm so self centered.
I could leave away messages saying i don't feel like talking, but who the hell would even fucking notice? no one gives a shit anyways.