on track...
My life feels so on track lately.
I went and spoke with my advisor and I only have 5 classes left and then my internship, then it will be graduation in May! Hopefully I will get the job back home.That looks promising.
I am doing wonderful in my math class right now and holding an A. The way it is looking I will have the 3.0 I have been working for by Fall.
My social life is very satisfying. I love spending time with my friends and getting to know new people. This weekend me and josh and angie and daniel are going to see rascal flatts along with gary allen and the wreckers!Then next weekend we're gonna see Carlos Mencia!
My bank account is in the black and work and school keep me busy so I don't get too bored or spend too much money.
My biggest accomplishmnent is finally letting go of Joe.I feel like I have had this hold on me. Like I couldn't let go if I tried. And now, I feel like I am learning who I am and learning what I want in life and it is making it so much easier just to let go.
For the first time in so long, I don't miss him, I don't wish he was mine. I just live. I have this freedom that I can do whatever I want now, because I am not stuck wondering anymore, "what might have been?" or "is it supposed to be?" I always did what I wanted, just not with my whole heart.
I am sure now that what I want is so much more. I had built him up to what I thought I wanted because he was all I ever knew until he became all that I had left.
It feels great to know now, whatever comes along, that is not holding me back anymore.
And now I have my whole heart, not just pieces...
I went and spoke with my advisor and I only have 5 classes left and then my internship, then it will be graduation in May! Hopefully I will get the job back home.That looks promising.
I am doing wonderful in my math class right now and holding an A. The way it is looking I will have the 3.0 I have been working for by Fall.
My social life is very satisfying. I love spending time with my friends and getting to know new people. This weekend me and josh and angie and daniel are going to see rascal flatts along with gary allen and the wreckers!Then next weekend we're gonna see Carlos Mencia!
My bank account is in the black and work and school keep me busy so I don't get too bored or spend too much money.
My biggest accomplishmnent is finally letting go of Joe.I feel like I have had this hold on me. Like I couldn't let go if I tried. And now, I feel like I am learning who I am and learning what I want in life and it is making it so much easier just to let go.
For the first time in so long, I don't miss him, I don't wish he was mine. I just live. I have this freedom that I can do whatever I want now, because I am not stuck wondering anymore, "what might have been?" or "is it supposed to be?" I always did what I wanted, just not with my whole heart.
I am sure now that what I want is so much more. I had built him up to what I thought I wanted because he was all I ever knew until he became all that I had left.
It feels great to know now, whatever comes along, that is not holding me back anymore.
And now I have my whole heart, not just pieces...