Mar 05, 2005 22:56
I am happy
I miss everyone
but I am happy
I feel like I just won a million dollars
Mary, Jenna, and Brian have been here for 2 full days now and I still can't grasp the idea that they really are here
I feel like I will wake up from a really long day dream soon
The three of them promised Leah and I, right when they found out that we were moving out here, that they would come visit for Spring break. I will admit that I figured they were just saying it to make us feel better about leaving, but those fuckers stuck with it.
When I am with them, I feel closer to everyone in PA.
Brian made a comment last night that even though its been 3 months since we've seen each other, now that he is snuggling with me, it feels like we were together just the day before, even though we weren't.
That makes my heart feel so good.
Its ok to add distance between friends.
I am no longer afraid of what will happen when we all chose different paths and different lives.
Distance won't change what true friends already have.
People change, I am aware of that.
But I still believe in unicorns.
The flowers jon sent me are still alive.
I love you guys and having Mary, Jenna, and Brian here makes me miss all of you even more.
When I have friends like my Sarahbear and everyone at MU, I'm allowed to be selfish.
It comes with the job description, read the handbook bitches.
xoxo
Lisa Marie