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i'm sad :(
I feel like I only think about writing in this when i'm sad...i should start writing happy things in this.
where am i supposed to be? i love the people in kalamazoo, but i ferel like they are too intimidating for me. for example, they are everything i ever wanted to be, but now that i have a chance to hang out with them, i choke and am silent. I'm not really sure what makes me so reserved around them, but i want it to change. also, i have felt fatigue for a very long time now...like i have absolutely no energy to be any fun. It's weird, but i feel like i want to move. I miss feeling accepted.
I feel like I only think about writing in this when i'm sad...i should start writing happy things in this.
where am i supposed to be? i love the people in kalamazoo, but i ferel like they are too intimidating for me. for example, they are everything i ever wanted to be, but now that i have a chance to hang out with them, i choke and am silent. I'm not really sure what makes me so reserved around them, but i want it to change. also, i have felt fatigue for a very long time now...like i have absolutely no energy to be any fun. It's weird, but i feel like i want to move. I miss feeling accepted.