Sep 02, 2007 01:18
Tonight I am chillaxin with Kat, and it is awesome. We're watching a chick flick, and sharing old photos between our computers. Talking about the changes over the past year, the weddings of old friends, and drinkin beers (ok, well I am, not Kat :-p)
Its crazy how much can change over a year. Starting classes this year has been different, because there's no one left. All those friends I kept from high school; it was cool to keep them through college, but it was just delaying the inevitable. They still moved away, and I'm still here. Its like everyone's moved on to the next step in life, and I'm just lagging behind.
But its good though. Because I still have Jordan, and I still have Kat, and I'm making new friends. My classes are good this semester, and I love my job. So its good. But I can't shake this feeling that my turn is just lurking around the corner. Sooner or later, I have to take that next step and grow up too. Who will I end up leaving behind, and is it really as big of a deal as that looming feeling makes it seem to be? I guess we'll see, but it's time to start thinking about my future, and where I want to go next ...