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i'm sitting in shawn's room.
i always am when i write in this now. because it's not like it' s my own computer, it's like... i'm using one at the library that i have for a few moments. or at college. or something weird. this really great mac just sitting in my apartment connected to the internet all the time. it's not like i have anything to do with it.
there's some girls in montana's room.
haha. i guess that sounds weird. but i've never had the experience of a single roommate (or any *really* for that matter) that entertains females. entertains. man.
i made a HUGE pan of eggplant parm. that's my accomplishment of the day.
yum.
last night was _______.
huh.
what was it?
i had a show in brooklyn. more people than i expected were there. that's always a plus, especially when it's a crowd that you're not even friends with. i have no idea who these fucking people are, and i'm just going to show them what i've got up my sleeve. i think that i played well... it always feels good to play with those boys after not seeing them for a while... but i hate amp issues. i borrowed the bassist's amp from burbis, and it's a nice piece of equipment, but i just didn't handle it as well as i could have and i was really quiet during a bunch of songs.
that's the worst, (it didn't happen last night... but it has) when we're half way through a song and i just know that no one in the crowd can really hear me at all and i'm just playing for myself. don't get me wrong... i still play. i have to make myself happy before i try to keep anyone else occupied. it's just discouraging to not have my own good set up.
yeah.
i'm broke.
my mom appeared. disappeared.
we all moved our butt's to christiana's house... and i left there with billy a little after 7am.
the vampire nights are getting later and later.
xo
i always am when i write in this now. because it's not like it' s my own computer, it's like... i'm using one at the library that i have for a few moments. or at college. or something weird. this really great mac just sitting in my apartment connected to the internet all the time. it's not like i have anything to do with it.
there's some girls in montana's room.
haha. i guess that sounds weird. but i've never had the experience of a single roommate (or any *really* for that matter) that entertains females. entertains. man.
i made a HUGE pan of eggplant parm. that's my accomplishment of the day.
yum.
last night was _______.
huh.
what was it?
i had a show in brooklyn. more people than i expected were there. that's always a plus, especially when it's a crowd that you're not even friends with. i have no idea who these fucking people are, and i'm just going to show them what i've got up my sleeve. i think that i played well... it always feels good to play with those boys after not seeing them for a while... but i hate amp issues. i borrowed the bassist's amp from burbis, and it's a nice piece of equipment, but i just didn't handle it as well as i could have and i was really quiet during a bunch of songs.
that's the worst, (it didn't happen last night... but it has) when we're half way through a song and i just know that no one in the crowd can really hear me at all and i'm just playing for myself. don't get me wrong... i still play. i have to make myself happy before i try to keep anyone else occupied. it's just discouraging to not have my own good set up.
yeah.
i'm broke.
my mom appeared. disappeared.
we all moved our butt's to christiana's house... and i left there with billy a little after 7am.
the vampire nights are getting later and later.
xo