I hate it
I hate the way that my family criticizes everything I eat...even when I am trying my hardest to make good choices. I feel like every time I eat around my family, that I am being watched. I feel like they think less of me because I'm fat. I feel ugly stupid and fat most of the time lately. And I honestly think it's because of certain people in my life. I hate it. I'm trying so freakin hard to do everything right...I'm going to weight watchers meetings...I'm counting every freakin point of food that enters my body and I haven't gone over my limit once yet...I've actually lost a good ten pounds in the past three or four weeks. I am working out when I have the time...which is more than I was doing before...I hate how some people make me feel. I hate that my entire life is revolving around what I put into my mouth. It sucks and it's making me feel really pretty shitty about myself.