So I see LJ has been smoking crack again...
Yesss, I'm still alive. Sucks to be you guys. ;)
Hi Ann, Kelly, Steph, and Jen.
You are the wopping four that still post on here often. :) Haha.
Jen - Hope you get out of your funk. <3
Steph - Good luck on the ten hours...and slap your boyfriend so he calls your sexy self.
Kel- Is the cat okay?
Annn - Have fun in Florida. I'm sure the weather wil be awesome. :)
So, what have I been up to this past year? Absolutely not a GODDAMN thing. I haven't gone to school in well over a year now. I realized nursing isn't something I want to do. Yeah is good money, and they're needed everywhere, but I can't have a serious face on 100% of the time. Do I plan on working at McDonald's forever? Fuck no. I've been there five months, and THAT my friend is five months too long. Think about it though...Mdonald's, you give someone the wrong sandwhich? No problem give them the right one. Nursing? You can't say "Oh my bad I gave you the wrong IV. Now you're gonna die. My bad! Lollercoaster!" I don't want to work with the public ALL of the time, but I don't wanna be alone all of the time either. I like kids alot. That's all I know for right now. I'm thinking about calling my high school guidance counseler and talking to her. Sure, I used to hate her. Sure, she used to make me cry..and yeah I'd throw shit around her office all day, but the lady has done alot for me. She talked me into going to Alternative School. She helped me start with the nursing thing when I wanted to do that. So..Round Three here we go.
More and more of my friends are pregnant/have kids/engaged/married. Is it in the air, or are we just at that age? Sure babies are cute and I love them, but as far as the dad/husband bit? I can barely put up with someone for a month. How the hell would I do it for the rest of my life?
You can tell I don't have a boyfriend. Haha. I'm interested in someone and have been for a few months now...BUT.. (Yeah, there always is that but. Haha) He had his first "real" relationship some months ago plus the distance (He lives in the city, which is an hour and a half from me) he's hesitant on a relationship. They're very good and understandable reasons. Me? I have no reason to not be in a relationship other than I'm simply a lunatic when it comes to them. I do things to push potential suitors away, and then regret it. Why? I don't know. My advice to myself about this ordeal right now is to just take it day by day. We have fun when we DO get to see eachother. That's all that matters, right?
And the whole Alcohol bit. Everyone knows my problems with it. I like to get sauced. Have I stopped drinking all together? No, of course not. Howeverrrr, I've realized that getting shit-faced drunk everyday is probably not a bright idea. Yeah, I still drink on my days off and the weekend. Seriously though, I'll be 22 December 1st. Isn't that what 22 year olds do? Well, single 22 year olds with no kids anyway. I know where my love of alcohol stems from, and the fact that it's always here and always free makes it even more tempting. I think that moving out of my house would be the best way for me and alcohol to 'break up' - so to speak. I don't have money for that right now, so I guess this is where my self-control is coming into play. Self control. We all know I have none of that. I'm a spurr of the moment person and I love to do random things.
BUT..when you're starting to realize you're the "Tara Reid" of the McDonalds shithole that you work at?
Yeah, that just speaks for itsself.
Hi Ann, Kelly, Steph, and Jen.
You are the wopping four that still post on here often. :) Haha.
Jen - Hope you get out of your funk. <3
Steph - Good luck on the ten hours...and slap your boyfriend so he calls your sexy self.
Kel- Is the cat okay?
Annn - Have fun in Florida. I'm sure the weather wil be awesome. :)
So, what have I been up to this past year? Absolutely not a GODDAMN thing. I haven't gone to school in well over a year now. I realized nursing isn't something I want to do. Yeah is good money, and they're needed everywhere, but I can't have a serious face on 100% of the time. Do I plan on working at McDonald's forever? Fuck no. I've been there five months, and THAT my friend is five months too long. Think about it though...Mdonald's, you give someone the wrong sandwhich? No problem give them the right one. Nursing? You can't say "Oh my bad I gave you the wrong IV. Now you're gonna die. My bad! Lollercoaster!" I don't want to work with the public ALL of the time, but I don't wanna be alone all of the time either. I like kids alot. That's all I know for right now. I'm thinking about calling my high school guidance counseler and talking to her. Sure, I used to hate her. Sure, she used to make me cry..and yeah I'd throw shit around her office all day, but the lady has done alot for me. She talked me into going to Alternative School. She helped me start with the nursing thing when I wanted to do that. So..Round Three here we go.
More and more of my friends are pregnant/have kids/engaged/married. Is it in the air, or are we just at that age? Sure babies are cute and I love them, but as far as the dad/husband bit? I can barely put up with someone for a month. How the hell would I do it for the rest of my life?
You can tell I don't have a boyfriend. Haha. I'm interested in someone and have been for a few months now...BUT.. (Yeah, there always is that but. Haha) He had his first "real" relationship some months ago plus the distance (He lives in the city, which is an hour and a half from me) he's hesitant on a relationship. They're very good and understandable reasons. Me? I have no reason to not be in a relationship other than I'm simply a lunatic when it comes to them. I do things to push potential suitors away, and then regret it. Why? I don't know. My advice to myself about this ordeal right now is to just take it day by day. We have fun when we DO get to see eachother. That's all that matters, right?
And the whole Alcohol bit. Everyone knows my problems with it. I like to get sauced. Have I stopped drinking all together? No, of course not. Howeverrrr, I've realized that getting shit-faced drunk everyday is probably not a bright idea. Yeah, I still drink on my days off and the weekend. Seriously though, I'll be 22 December 1st. Isn't that what 22 year olds do? Well, single 22 year olds with no kids anyway. I know where my love of alcohol stems from, and the fact that it's always here and always free makes it even more tempting. I think that moving out of my house would be the best way for me and alcohol to 'break up' - so to speak. I don't have money for that right now, so I guess this is where my self-control is coming into play. Self control. We all know I have none of that. I'm a spurr of the moment person and I love to do random things.
BUT..when you're starting to realize you're the "Tara Reid" of the McDonalds shithole that you work at?
Yeah, that just speaks for itsself.