I gotta confession to make, it's called pay back. If u don't wanna listen ....

May 06, 2005 12:17

..show me where pastor ma$e at.

i'm probably gonna bitch right now...so ima apologize ahead of time.

anyway.

yesterday..picked DB's little brother up from school. went to this kid's "wake" thing at the bar. he was burnt up in his car..so they couldn't really have a wake. if that makes sense.

so anyway..we go to the bar. i have some drinks..drop off DB's little brother, pick my ma up, we go back to the bar, have some more drinks. Jon n Matt pick me up. We go get some 22s of Steele Reserve in the Heights. We smoked some weed. Then we went to some Cinco party. I did some shots of vodka. I pushed some dude in the wall cus he grabbed my ass. Jon tried to fight the guy for grabbing my ass. I calm him down. I don't remember anything else. I stumbled in my house.

I wake up...to Turtle. Here's the fucking kicker. Turtle tells me..Fuji got shot, but in the foot so he's fine. I sigh, say good. He says "shawdow got shot too....in his head. I'm all WHAT?! about it. So, i ask if he's dead..pretty sure he was...

but no. he's a motherfucking vegetable. A FUCKING VEGETABLE. i hope someone else shoots him so he can fucking not be a vegetable. i hate that bullshit. anyway....i'm gonna go pick up DB's lil brother..so hollar.

actually fuck that, speaking of DB. I'm fucking pissed. fuck him.

it was all like..a whole booty call kinda thing..but saturday.. we slept together. and we didn't even have sex. i told him i hated him. he's fat. he's an asshole. i don't even know why. because i'm the fucking asshole? but he says "just come lay down with me" so i did. he put one arm underneath me..one around me...n my legs between his. n we slept like that all night. i don't know...i liked it. i'm a fuckin chump. or is he the fucking chump? he puts up with my crazy ass. but at the same time..i put up with his crazy fuckin ass? fuck it.

and shadow....last time i seen this crazy boy.. was juan's goin to jail party...n ima tel you shadow... like u were singing to me at the party.

"rest in peace young nigga there's a heaven for a C"

king party this weekend. maybe i'll go..n hopefully i get shot. hahaha.

hollar.
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