Jun 20, 2003 03:05
goodbye to the old me and on to the new.
there are some things in life not worth putting yourself through.
when it pulls you in ten directions at once its hard to choose.
but you try and you try, and then finally you lose.
everyone else seems normal and you do too.
nobody else knows feels or sees what you are going through.
life is not a game, it is in front of you and it is real.
don't let others actions and words tell you how to feel.
but sometimes it all just makes you want to cry
and so once again i say goodbye
goodbye to the old me and on to the new.
since when has everything stopped being good enough for you?
just remember that you're never alone
no matter how hard you want to believe it, you're never alone
its a gift and at the same time a curse
you have to remember it could always get worse
when left to your own thoughts you'll be eaten alive
you have to learn to let things go if you want to survive
yet sometimes it all just makes you want to cry
and so once again i say goodbye
goodbye to the old me and on to the new.
i give up, i dont know what to do.
sometimes the truth is hard to find.
your rational thoughts can jade your mind.
but your irrational thoughts can kill you.
quit looking at other people and what they do.
when you base your life on other peoples standards youre wrong.
you lose control of yourself and all of a sudden it doesnt matter whats been going on or what things have been like before in the past or the structure or pattern set by previous people. you need to break that and find yourself. break away from yourself as well. we are the cause of our own downfall yet no matter how much we understand this and no matter how much we try
sometimes it all just makes you want to cry
and so once again i say goodbye