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I'm baaackkk. I'm just kidding, I never went anywhere. I offically don't like boys, but I think a boy will find me someday and I should stop looking. I have been so happy these past 3 weeks, and I think it's weird that about 3 weeks ago today a boy I thought made me happier than anything, and made me feel pretty and I spent 2-3 months of my life talking to, all the sudden wants to be friends, and I have talked to him two times since, but yet I have been happier without him? I find that odd. I'm just not normal. I realized that I love my life, and I love my friends, and that I only need a few people to make me happy. I don't need a boy to shower me with hugs and kisses to be happy, it's nice, but if I have friends, it's all I need. Christmas makes me happy, I could care less if I get shit from my friends, as long as I give them something, it makes me feel good. I miss my mom, and I miss high school. I don't go to school, because it was a bad few months, but I'm excited for this semester. You can find me with a smile on my face quite often, and I love it, and I hate my job, and I want a job where I can wear fancy clothes, and do my hair all fancy. I don't like dust either. I just realized the spray thing to my pledge is missing, shit. I realized I don't need peircings to make me different, but I wont take them out. I'm different with or without them. No 2 people are alike. This one guy called my friend a poser, and I punched him, only because I was drunk, which I am alot, and I should stop that, but I doubt it, because good times are memories I will keep with me forever.