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ok. little update since i hardly ever write. I guess i just like reading other peoples stuff and then im so tired, i dont want to update. this week andrew and shannon were gone. So i was alone. Andy went to Myrtle beach with Josh and Ricky, and andys parents. (2 highschool friends) Shannon went to disney with her ma. Im in love with Big Brother. Its so good! I felt like i was pretty good with computers. But i cant figure out any of this LJ stuff. I m really lost. why cant it just be easy? So andy got back last nite. We watched my bosses daughter with my mom. it was funny, but then it got really stupid.
So since andrew and i have been dating six years we are thinking about getting married. . When we graduate from college in about 2 years. I m just getting so annoyed with -marriage. EVERY sitcom talks about what hell it is. My mom- dotn get me started... I am also so afraid to commit my life to 1 person. What if i make the wrong decision? I dotn want to relive my mothers mistakes or be miserable the rest of my life. I know your just supposed to know, but how? I d just be so afraid i d made a bad choice. It just seems like everyone is against getting married. Kerri (my highschool girlfriend) got married in April, while at the beaticians, a women came in. Found out she was getting married that day. And was like, its hell dotn do it oh my god.... luckily kerri was leaving and didnt hear her. But i had to sit and listen for 45 min, on her views of marriage.
Im not about to date the rest of my life, or live with rosy, (that may be fine for some but i dotn agree)... So would these people who hate marriage so much rather live alone? Is marriage that bad? I would love to wake up next to Rosy every day. Have children with him. Soem times , i think it would be so much easier if we were married, but we constantly argue. Does anyone else feel this way? I would just like to know... Is marriage that bad?
P.s. Rosy- if u read this, i really do love u, im just ahh, confused.
So since andrew and i have been dating six years we are thinking about getting married. . When we graduate from college in about 2 years. I m just getting so annoyed with -marriage. EVERY sitcom talks about what hell it is. My mom- dotn get me started... I am also so afraid to commit my life to 1 person. What if i make the wrong decision? I dotn want to relive my mothers mistakes or be miserable the rest of my life. I know your just supposed to know, but how? I d just be so afraid i d made a bad choice. It just seems like everyone is against getting married. Kerri (my highschool girlfriend) got married in April, while at the beaticians, a women came in. Found out she was getting married that day. And was like, its hell dotn do it oh my god.... luckily kerri was leaving and didnt hear her. But i had to sit and listen for 45 min, on her views of marriage.
Im not about to date the rest of my life, or live with rosy, (that may be fine for some but i dotn agree)... So would these people who hate marriage so much rather live alone? Is marriage that bad? I would love to wake up next to Rosy every day. Have children with him. Soem times , i think it would be so much easier if we were married, but we constantly argue. Does anyone else feel this way? I would just like to know... Is marriage that bad?
P.s. Rosy- if u read this, i really do love u, im just ahh, confused.