* I went and seen Final Destination 2 tonight * I love my baby

[lisa716]

Hey Mary and Liz ! what's up guys? lol Hmm maybe i'll actually get an answer back .. I doubt that. But anyways i'm bored. I'm tired though. Really really tired *sigh* Oh well. Well I didn't have to work today .. woot woot , but I have to work tomorrow which blows big fucking monkey balls. 4-10pm.*The Usual* Anyways so mike called me today and while he was at work and asked me if I had to work today and I said no. He's like well I wanted to see if you wanted to go to see Final Destination 2 and i'm yeah :-d woot woot. Anyways so we went and I liked the movie alot. I really love mike so much. I'm so happy that i'm with him. I dunno I guess now I realize how nice it is to be with someone when we don't argue =) Life is so wonderful right now except that fact that I need to take a shower and i'm so tired =( oh well. I'm sure i'll get over it. Anyways so I got my time of the month thing yesterday (Shitty) Oh well. So I gained like 4 fucking pounds god damnit . My mom says it's because it's the time of the month. Bullshit. Which hopefully it is. I mean I don't wanan be fat man lol that would suck. I would shoot myself. I really can't picture myself being fat *grr* I'm not trying to be concided or anything but dude, I dont wanna be fat lmfao. Well hopefully i'm still going to the concert with sum41, N.F.A.N, (yay) Authority Zero and The starting line. I really hope i'm still going but I haven't bought my ticket or anything yet nor have I talked to Sarah. I never see the damn girl. lol I'm either always working, sleeping or with mike. I think I need to start making time for my friends and shit and I'd like to get involved with shit more often. I dunno it feels like I have no life when I do. But I dunno man i'm weird. Anyways so my parents are going out of town this weekend to Daytona and I get to keep the car =) woot woot. Not like i'm going to be gone late or anything b/c most likely I'll have to work in the morning. So I really hope that my next pay check isn't too shitty so I can buy my god damn ticket. Someone told me that they were all sold out but I think it's all just a bunch of bullshit. I mean the damn concert isn't even until march. But would they be sold out already? I highly fucking doubt it. So I asked my guidence counsuler about taking night school for English 3 since I failed it completely. They said that if I pass all of my courses this term or whatever then i'll be able to take it my senior year, which mind you is next year. Man i'm getting so old. I'm still confused on what job I wanna get. I think that for like a year i'm just going to chill out after school. I mean i'll still work and shit , but I mean not go to school and find out what I wanna do. I know this will sound weird and all but I dont want to further my education because of mike. I don't know. I get scared. I mean i'm not going to a college but I might go to a community college or something. I'm scared that I might lose him to that. yeah I know its stupid but that's how I think *sigh* Oh well I doubt I will. I love him and he loves me so very very much and that just made me so happy .. hehe .. I know this was a bunch of pointless shit that you probably don't care about but hey its my journal. Well i'm going to go though it's beddy time. I'll see ya'll tomorrow..buh bye

Punk Rock

_=_ Lisa _=_