Pounding headache.
Erm, yeah. I don't wanna talk about last night. Let's just say that I had the shittiest morning EVER.
So what is really shallow? How I get really annoyed when I see attractive people coupled with v. unattractive individuals. It drives me nuts, but especially when I had a semi-crush on the attractive person and I am left thinking, "hey! What about me?!" I feel awful about feeling this way, because it is obviously discrimination and goes against everything I believe in. At the same time, anybody could look decent if they at least tried. Sure, looks shouldn't matter, but when you put in zero effort and look like you don't care, it doesn't reflect very well on your character either. There is fine line between vanity and self-confidence.
The good news: I am officially graduating tomorrow and miraculously passed all of my classes (undoubtedly through the kindheartedness of my professors.)
The bad news: I am officially graduating and have to walk, tomorrow.
As I have mentioned previously, I am only annoyed by my relatives because they talk down about everything in my life. No one is really happy with my major and no one is really happy with the BF. They think CJ is "immature" and just suggest that I think twice about who I'm with. I have to wonder why you can make such an assumption when you don't even know him. Sure, it is true and I know that you say this in my best interest, but it's still a highly offensive thing to say to me. How dare you speak to me about my BF like that! I am an adult for goodness sake, and quite frankly, the blow is lessened only by the fact that I can say that you just don't know any better as shown by your PRH (previous romantic history.) And stop telling me to work for the government and move to DC. I love you and all, but there is no way I am moving closer to y'all to deal with this pressure every day.
Ingrid never emailed me back about discussing our "overlapping interests" in nutrition, which in my opinion, confirms the hoax and that Linda simply hates me. Why oh why?! We'll see how awkward it is when I go into work on Monday. Or everyday when she treats me with indifference. Like how she admitted to receiving my email months ago and didn't email me back. This is probably because I beat out one of her favorite students, as is usually the case. If only she could accept me as one of her favorite students, I wouldn't keep doing this to her. Then she could be happy for me. Maybe she's just surprised. The letter of recommendation that she wrote me was probably mean...
So what is really shallow? How I get really annoyed when I see attractive people coupled with v. unattractive individuals. It drives me nuts, but especially when I had a semi-crush on the attractive person and I am left thinking, "hey! What about me?!" I feel awful about feeling this way, because it is obviously discrimination and goes against everything I believe in. At the same time, anybody could look decent if they at least tried. Sure, looks shouldn't matter, but when you put in zero effort and look like you don't care, it doesn't reflect very well on your character either. There is fine line between vanity and self-confidence.
The good news: I am officially graduating tomorrow and miraculously passed all of my classes (undoubtedly through the kindheartedness of my professors.)
The bad news: I am officially graduating and have to walk, tomorrow.
As I have mentioned previously, I am only annoyed by my relatives because they talk down about everything in my life. No one is really happy with my major and no one is really happy with the BF. They think CJ is "immature" and just suggest that I think twice about who I'm with. I have to wonder why you can make such an assumption when you don't even know him. Sure, it is true and I know that you say this in my best interest, but it's still a highly offensive thing to say to me. How dare you speak to me about my BF like that! I am an adult for goodness sake, and quite frankly, the blow is lessened only by the fact that I can say that you just don't know any better as shown by your PRH (previous romantic history.) And stop telling me to work for the government and move to DC. I love you and all, but there is no way I am moving closer to y'all to deal with this pressure every day.
Ingrid never emailed me back about discussing our "overlapping interests" in nutrition, which in my opinion, confirms the hoax and that Linda simply hates me. Why oh why?! We'll see how awkward it is when I go into work on Monday. Or everyday when she treats me with indifference. Like how she admitted to receiving my email months ago and didn't email me back. This is probably because I beat out one of her favorite students, as is usually the case. If only she could accept me as one of her favorite students, I wouldn't keep doing this to her. Then she could be happy for me. Maybe she's just surprised. The letter of recommendation that she wrote me was probably mean...