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im waking up in like 6 hours forrr....maine tomorrow!
thank god i need to get the hell out of here. i think everytime i update im bitching but its becuase when im in a bad mood i have nothing better to do.
so a whole week without dealing with crap
friends..i have some amazing friends. and then theres some who i dont even understand
i love being best friends with someone for liek 5years and then just stop talking
sweeet!
i hate when people dont listen to me
and then you. i dont think you even understand
like no idea what so ever
you dont understand what you make me feel, its like my mood depends on you
which isnt fair
its a freaking repeat of something ive already been through and i dont like it.
im wicked stupid..i wish there could be a middle for me. its like i look at everything
black or white yes or no theres nothing in between.
so i either cant keep something or i fall hard. and it sucks
i dont even know why i just go along with someof this stuff?
i wish i knew how to tell people how i feel or just to tell someone no
becuase i cant do that and if i could everything would be so much easier
so that entry probably makes no sense to anyone with me but i needed to vent or something i dont even know
other than that summers been awesome. ive been busy, hanging around with different people and of course pawsox with christine was a blast
thank god i need to get the hell out of here. i think everytime i update im bitching but its becuase when im in a bad mood i have nothing better to do.
so a whole week without dealing with crap
friends..i have some amazing friends. and then theres some who i dont even understand
i love being best friends with someone for liek 5years and then just stop talking
sweeet!
i hate when people dont listen to me
and then you. i dont think you even understand
like no idea what so ever
you dont understand what you make me feel, its like my mood depends on you
which isnt fair
its a freaking repeat of something ive already been through and i dont like it.
im wicked stupid..i wish there could be a middle for me. its like i look at everything
black or white yes or no theres nothing in between.
so i either cant keep something or i fall hard. and it sucks
i dont even know why i just go along with someof this stuff?
i wish i knew how to tell people how i feel or just to tell someone no
becuase i cant do that and if i could everything would be so much easier
so that entry probably makes no sense to anyone with me but i needed to vent or something i dont even know
other than that summers been awesome. ive been busy, hanging around with different people and of course pawsox with christine was a blast