yah yah yah whatever =] <3

Mar 27, 2006 19:12

yah so. I came to the conclusion that a journal online, in my eyes, is all about writing how you feel BUT not caring who reads it. And honestly, I dont think any of this is anyone's business (unless I told them so), but why WRITE when I can type it out? But most of my friends on here, are my good, ones so in this case, it is appropriate.

but in the other hands, once again, it's nobodys business.

But, a lot of things are going wrong in my life.
But there's always a bright side, if you try to look for it.

One priority, my top one. My mother. She is absolutely everything to me. I don't know what I'd do without her, or where I'd be today.

- She's sick. Bottom line, she's been sick for 10 years. And now, she's getting worst =\. It sucks day after day after day, visiting the hospital, basically living there. After school knowing that you have to leave and not go home, but go and visit YOUR MOTHER where she is sick.

It's not cool. Not cool at all. And every single time I talk about her aloud with someone, I cry. I cry just writing about it. But its worst if it was person to person, I know, I've been there.

I just wanted not to lose her, seeing the sounds so bad to say, it's true. I know the reality, and I know how things are, and it sucks. I don't know, I don't know anything. Anything on my own. I need my mommy. I love her. And she truly is amazing, and inspiring. Bottom line, I love her and it hurts.

ANYWAYS enough with some tears.

I came to the conclusion, I'm in love. I'm still in love. I meet new people all the time, I chill with some old timers lol. But it's just this boy, makes my heart drop. AND because I REALLY DO NOT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW. Theres no names mentioned. And dont get me wrong, I am the illest pimp. LMAO. ha. but it's just he's always in the back of my mind < / 3 .

I absolutely love Kendra and Megan .. just gotta remind you of my best friends =] <3.

and my love Mickey ;] !

and i looove douchee - chillen AGAiN HAZARD baby hah no doubt lesbo lover ;]!

and i love my shop friends. I do. When your with the same 40 kids for 4 years or whatever, bound to get annoyed and aggrivated. But through it all, with me, I love yous. And yous are definetly the fucking shit =]<33

umm. i guess thats it for now? I cant think of anything else.

oh yah i might not graduate =\. I moved to CHef watt, to stay OUT of Mrs. cobb, so hopefully i pass these next 2 quarters. But i passed everything in academics cause im ad smart :). and i have to stay til end of may-ish for my 4 o clocks ;] grrreat lmao. whatevs.

nigga pleas, im graduating.. and what!

<33 apey b0o xoxo duuuhh <33
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