Waking up
Today it dawned on me. Rather than having my usual irritated reaction to them, instead I felt disgusted and almost nauseated by their pitifulness. That's when I realized that I should not be angry or frustrated. I shouldn't wonder and ask why. Rather, I should look to them as an example of what NOT to be. The more I thought about this, the more "thems" I came up with.
I can't waste anymore of my energy being angry or resentful or longing or wondering or feeling rejected. A new semester is coming, one I am actually excited for. I have big plans for 'PJ, for school, and for myself. I am happy with the way things are right now, and I look forward to the things that will become. I look forward to me.
Like Yuko said "IT'S SPRING!"
Oh yeah, and today is Tuesday. Here is a kitty.
This kitten is everywhere. It's unoriginal I know, but oh so cute! I'll post another because last week's hammock cat was also unoriginal.
Ok, that's enough.