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1. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink and who were you with?
I had a couple beers with my older brother…
2. What was your FIRST job?
Working at Meriwether Post Pavilion
3. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
My little sister. She wanted to shop.
4. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
Myself, for once
5. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
Hrm, I’m not sure I remember. Probably to NY
6. What was your FIRST sport played?
I played soccer when I was little, with my brother and my cousin as my backup. My dad was the most awesome coach ever.
7. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
I honestly have no idea. Everyone always wanted to sleep over at my house.
8. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST?
I was a flower girl in my Aunt and Uncles wedding.
9. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
Slapped my alarm, rolled out of bed, stripped, and hit the shower.
10. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
Hrm. I would have to say I never went to a concert when I was younger. Evanescence when I was older, but I’ve never purchased tickets to a concert because I work at a concert pavilion.
11. What and where is your FIRST tattoo?
I like living at home thanks. An I’m scared of permanent things on my body.
12. What was your FIRST run in with the law?
*knock on wood* I only ever got detention once in High School though I did get kicked out of the battlefields… with citation, once.
13. When was your FIRST detention?
I got into trouble for leaving before the teacher said. It was stupid..
14. What was the FIRST state you lived in?
NY
15. Who was the FIRST person to break your heart?
Ha. Yeah, that’d be Joe. Broke, stomped on, and continues to run it into the frozen cold ground over its grave.
16. Who was your FIRST roommate?
Meredith. And OMG I could have killed her.
17. Where did you go on your FIRST limo ride?
I can’t remember if I’ve ever been in one. I think I went in one with a friend of mine once…but I don’t remember.
18. Who was your FIRST kiss?
My first kiss was with my first crush, who turned out to be gay…I didn’t do it.
19. Who will be the FIRST to repost this ??
I’m putting my money on Katy, because I know she’s probably bored...
What…another one?
1. Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Thankfully, I don’t think that this time last year I was as messed up as I am now. Though, messed up is relative.
2. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
I’m scanning my memory, and to date, I’ve never kissed a Matthew or a Matt.
3. What are you wearing right now?
Not much, wife beater and sweats.
4. What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
getting my highlights and hair cut..
5. Do you think you like anyone?
I know I do, and that is what gets me into trouble..
6. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
Nope, I’m a bear if you don’t let me sleep long enough.
7. What are you listening to?
The fan on the floor which is attempting to dry my re-painted walls...
8. Do you like your first name?
Yeah
9. Baseball or football?
Football.
10. Do you like the color gray?
technically, gray isn’t a color. However, no, not particularly.
11. Are you jealous of anyone right now?
not particularly.
12. Do you regret doing something today?
No.
13. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
It’s more like do I regret getting in contact with someone I hadn’t been in contact with..ugh.
14. Do you think you're old?
It's dawning on me (agreed)
15. Are you afraid of the dark?
It depends on the Dark. Basement dark, or outside at night dark? I hate my basement
16. Do you like pancakes?
mmmm, with fruit or plain
17. Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
yeah, duh.
18. Do you have a Facebook [profile]?
Yup
19. Was your last kiss sober?
Hrm. Yeah. I was sober.
20. Are you living a lie?
Sometimes I wonder.
21. Have you ever told anyone you were OK when you really weren't?
Who hasn’t
22. Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
I honesty would like to say yes, someone out there misses me and loves me, but I’m not sure I can trust said him. I have good friends who I also love, and a wonderful family. I’m truly blessed.
23. What is one thing you miss about your past?
I miss not knowing the problems of the world.
24. Do you talk a lot?
Yeah. I know I do. I also listen a lot, and problem solve.
25. Can you play pool?
yeah. I can play pretty well. I have a table at home.
26. When was the last time you cried really hard?
A couple nights ago
27. If you could change your eye color would you?
My eyes change by themselves. If I had the chance I’d go for more teal or more of a purple/ violet color
28. Ever had a song written about you?
Specifically… no. do I feel like a lot are about me…yes
29. Are you self-conscious?
Yes sometimes, even at my best moments.
30. Last bed you slept in and with whom?
Hrm. My bed the last time. Last time with someone, that’d be me Larry, Topher, and Jamie and we were at the PHILI INVITE!
31. Slept with someone you don't know in a bed?
Yes, technically.
32. Ever danced in front of the mirror?
All the time. I love to dance. I also have taken dancing lessons, so yes.
33. How many hours sleep did you get last night?
Lets see, I went to bed at 12 and got up at eight….yeah
34. What do you currently hear right now?
fans, drying the paint on my walls
35. What did you do today?
I got up, went to work, went to the bank, went back to work, filled orders, pondered choices I’ve made about Joe, worked, went home, painted my walls again, went to practice, had a lay-out catch, got my wrist jammed, and got tackled or rammed into from behind by another player…and then got home, showered, took pain meds, and found myself bored and thus I’m here, filling out this survey.
36. Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?
I’d have a hard time, but I guess it’d depend on the situation and the person.
37. Is there anyone you hate?
There are few people I actually legitimately hate.
38. Do you like the color green?
yeah, but more a teal color and not for clothing (it makes me look sick).
39. Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
Katy and Angela, at the same time
40. Be honest, do you like people in general?
Yeah
41. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
I’ve no idea
42. It's 3 in the morning, your phone rings, who do you expect it to be?
At this point, Tiffany, with another crisis about her husband
43. What do you think your best friends are doing right now?
Chilling. Katy - maybe sleeping, but it’s early, Eva - drinking at a bar (I was on the phone with her, so I know this) Angela - out cold and probably exhausted, Charlie - doing something and being too busy to talk or ever call me back (Yes, I’m ticked)
44. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
I don’t know. I don’t want to set myself a time limit
45. How many kids do you want?
two - four
46. Who was the last friend at your house?
hrm, it’s been a while, Jon probably
47. Name two facts about the last person who texted you.
1) She’s never getting to work on time lately
2) She has issues separating work and personal issues
48. What is your favorite thing to drink?
Gatorade
49. What is your default icon?
I think a picture my friend made me a long time ago.
50. Do you watch The Hills?
Nope, sometimes one tree hill, but other than that, no!
51. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
Pillows
52. What's the last thing you ate?
RAVIOLI
53. Can you sleep in jeans?
If I have to, and I have before!
54. What is something you just don’t understand?
Joe’s motives
55. Who was the last person you were in a car with?
hrm, probably my parents
56. Do you care what others think about you?
Yes, at times.
57. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
I’d like to be, I think, but I’m honestly not planning that far ahead as it scares me.
58. Did you have a good day?
Yeah, and I ended it on a great, albeit painful note.
59. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
The ALUMNI TOURNAMENT! And other frisbee related shenanigans. Plus the possibility of visiting KATY AND ANGELA
60. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
I used to trust so many guys, but I don’t anymore. Uhm, Walter, and probably my brother and my father. Charlie is shaky on that list because he’s too busy to talk and too busy to be bothered to remember to call me back even when I’m freaking out about something. Thanks by the way.
61. What was the last thing you laughed really hard about?
Eva, Nicole and I freaked out about a cockroach which had flown into our store, and landed on a wall. We all shreaked and ran in opposite directions, as much as the counters would allow, and we all stayed in a semi-panicked state and some little Indian woman came into the store to kill it. Though, I wasn’t so much scared as laughing so hard I was crying…and unable to squish said bug..
62. When was the last time you got flowers?
I was given flowers for graduation. Last time from a boy? Josh gave me flowers to surprise me…I was allergic to them, but it was very sweet.
63. Do you plan on moving in the next year?
I don’t think so, but maybe
64. What are your plans for the weekend?
Joe may be visiting…but that’s iffy, and I’m working and playing some disk.
65. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
uhm, probably wal mart…wife beater
66. Do you like winter?
Yes. I love the winter
67. Do you regret anything?
I try not to have regrets cause they don’t get me anywhere. I do regret a few things, but I’m not spilling them here.
68. Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
sometimes - it depends on who I ‘m talking to
69. What are you doing tomorrow?
getting my hair done and working
70. Do you like to cuddle?
Hells yes, bring on the spooning.
71. Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
This survey and the choices I’ve made about Joe this week… and the fact that I haven’t talked to him in three days…the fact that I’m ticked at Charlie.
72. Honestly, how many people have you liked in the past year?
Not many
73. Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
No!
74. Do you think you're approachable?
I’ve been told I’m hard to approach because I’m very intimidating. But I think for the lay person I’m easy to approach.
75. How late did you stay up last night?
11:45 ish I think
76. Ever met a real life prostitute?
uhm…maybe.
77. Have you recently lost a friend?
No. but I’ve moved away from quite a few I loved dearly. Though Kat may count as losing a friend. It still bites sometimes, but w/e
78. What will you be doing at 8 AM tomorrow?
sleeping.
OK, well that was a long one, but i enjoyed getting a few things off my chest this evening. I'm not particularly pleased with one friend, who seems to have tons better things to do than have anything to do with me, even when i really just needed his honest opinion on a huge problematic part of my life. But, i'm busy, call you back tomorrow, turned into i'm too busy to talk to you for the next...well it's been a week and a half now. Lovely. I just needed him to be brutally honest and tell me i was making a mistake. Everyone else was for the whole situation, and i needed his pov...but not important enough. *SIGH*
I am working my ass off, and being busy par the usual, so not a ton of time to post. Tomorrow is the 1st day of August. Holy COW. I'll be 22 in 19 days. DAMN. I'm not sure i want to be old yet. but i feel old. and it kinda is starting to suck because i feel as though my life isn't going anywhere at the moment. WOW 22. just wow. It's already August. and things are moving so fast. le sigh. i guess everything has to change eventually, no matter how much it really sucks..
hope everyone is doing well and that summer and work are treating you well. Leave me some feedback and let me know how you're doing. I'm out of touch like crazy and I"m sorry about that!
Love you all!
I had a couple beers with my older brother…
2. What was your FIRST job?
Working at Meriwether Post Pavilion
3. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
My little sister. She wanted to shop.
4. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
Myself, for once
5. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
Hrm, I’m not sure I remember. Probably to NY
6. What was your FIRST sport played?
I played soccer when I was little, with my brother and my cousin as my backup. My dad was the most awesome coach ever.
7. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
I honestly have no idea. Everyone always wanted to sleep over at my house.
8. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST?
I was a flower girl in my Aunt and Uncles wedding.
9. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
Slapped my alarm, rolled out of bed, stripped, and hit the shower.
10. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
Hrm. I would have to say I never went to a concert when I was younger. Evanescence when I was older, but I’ve never purchased tickets to a concert because I work at a concert pavilion.
11. What and where is your FIRST tattoo?
I like living at home thanks. An I’m scared of permanent things on my body.
12. What was your FIRST run in with the law?
*knock on wood* I only ever got detention once in High School though I did get kicked out of the battlefields… with citation, once.
13. When was your FIRST detention?
I got into trouble for leaving before the teacher said. It was stupid..
14. What was the FIRST state you lived in?
NY
15. Who was the FIRST person to break your heart?
Ha. Yeah, that’d be Joe. Broke, stomped on, and continues to run it into the frozen cold ground over its grave.
16. Who was your FIRST roommate?
Meredith. And OMG I could have killed her.
17. Where did you go on your FIRST limo ride?
I can’t remember if I’ve ever been in one. I think I went in one with a friend of mine once…but I don’t remember.
18. Who was your FIRST kiss?
My first kiss was with my first crush, who turned out to be gay…I didn’t do it.
19. Who will be the FIRST to repost this ??
I’m putting my money on Katy, because I know she’s probably bored...
What…another one?
1. Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Thankfully, I don’t think that this time last year I was as messed up as I am now. Though, messed up is relative.
2. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
I’m scanning my memory, and to date, I’ve never kissed a Matthew or a Matt.
3. What are you wearing right now?
Not much, wife beater and sweats.
4. What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
getting my highlights and hair cut..
5. Do you think you like anyone?
I know I do, and that is what gets me into trouble..
6. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
Nope, I’m a bear if you don’t let me sleep long enough.
7. What are you listening to?
The fan on the floor which is attempting to dry my re-painted walls...
8. Do you like your first name?
Yeah
9. Baseball or football?
Football.
10. Do you like the color gray?
technically, gray isn’t a color. However, no, not particularly.
11. Are you jealous of anyone right now?
not particularly.
12. Do you regret doing something today?
No.
13. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
It’s more like do I regret getting in contact with someone I hadn’t been in contact with..ugh.
14. Do you think you're old?
It's dawning on me (agreed)
15. Are you afraid of the dark?
It depends on the Dark. Basement dark, or outside at night dark? I hate my basement
16. Do you like pancakes?
mmmm, with fruit or plain
17. Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
yeah, duh.
18. Do you have a Facebook [profile]?
Yup
19. Was your last kiss sober?
Hrm. Yeah. I was sober.
20. Are you living a lie?
Sometimes I wonder.
21. Have you ever told anyone you were OK when you really weren't?
Who hasn’t
22. Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
I honesty would like to say yes, someone out there misses me and loves me, but I’m not sure I can trust said him. I have good friends who I also love, and a wonderful family. I’m truly blessed.
23. What is one thing you miss about your past?
I miss not knowing the problems of the world.
24. Do you talk a lot?
Yeah. I know I do. I also listen a lot, and problem solve.
25. Can you play pool?
yeah. I can play pretty well. I have a table at home.
26. When was the last time you cried really hard?
A couple nights ago
27. If you could change your eye color would you?
My eyes change by themselves. If I had the chance I’d go for more teal or more of a purple/ violet color
28. Ever had a song written about you?
Specifically… no. do I feel like a lot are about me…yes
29. Are you self-conscious?
Yes sometimes, even at my best moments.
30. Last bed you slept in and with whom?
Hrm. My bed the last time. Last time with someone, that’d be me Larry, Topher, and Jamie and we were at the PHILI INVITE!
31. Slept with someone you don't know in a bed?
Yes, technically.
32. Ever danced in front of the mirror?
All the time. I love to dance. I also have taken dancing lessons, so yes.
33. How many hours sleep did you get last night?
Lets see, I went to bed at 12 and got up at eight….yeah
34. What do you currently hear right now?
fans, drying the paint on my walls
35. What did you do today?
I got up, went to work, went to the bank, went back to work, filled orders, pondered choices I’ve made about Joe, worked, went home, painted my walls again, went to practice, had a lay-out catch, got my wrist jammed, and got tackled or rammed into from behind by another player…and then got home, showered, took pain meds, and found myself bored and thus I’m here, filling out this survey.
36. Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?
I’d have a hard time, but I guess it’d depend on the situation and the person.
37. Is there anyone you hate?
There are few people I actually legitimately hate.
38. Do you like the color green?
yeah, but more a teal color and not for clothing (it makes me look sick).
39. Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
Katy and Angela, at the same time
40. Be honest, do you like people in general?
Yeah
41. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
I’ve no idea
42. It's 3 in the morning, your phone rings, who do you expect it to be?
At this point, Tiffany, with another crisis about her husband
43. What do you think your best friends are doing right now?
Chilling. Katy - maybe sleeping, but it’s early, Eva - drinking at a bar (I was on the phone with her, so I know this) Angela - out cold and probably exhausted, Charlie - doing something and being too busy to talk or ever call me back (Yes, I’m ticked)
44. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
I don’t know. I don’t want to set myself a time limit
45. How many kids do you want?
two - four
46. Who was the last friend at your house?
hrm, it’s been a while, Jon probably
47. Name two facts about the last person who texted you.
1) She’s never getting to work on time lately
2) She has issues separating work and personal issues
48. What is your favorite thing to drink?
Gatorade
49. What is your default icon?
I think a picture my friend made me a long time ago.
50. Do you watch The Hills?
Nope, sometimes one tree hill, but other than that, no!
51. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
Pillows
52. What's the last thing you ate?
RAVIOLI
53. Can you sleep in jeans?
If I have to, and I have before!
54. What is something you just don’t understand?
Joe’s motives
55. Who was the last person you were in a car with?
hrm, probably my parents
56. Do you care what others think about you?
Yes, at times.
57. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
I’d like to be, I think, but I’m honestly not planning that far ahead as it scares me.
58. Did you have a good day?
Yeah, and I ended it on a great, albeit painful note.
59. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
The ALUMNI TOURNAMENT! And other frisbee related shenanigans. Plus the possibility of visiting KATY AND ANGELA
60. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
I used to trust so many guys, but I don’t anymore. Uhm, Walter, and probably my brother and my father. Charlie is shaky on that list because he’s too busy to talk and too busy to be bothered to remember to call me back even when I’m freaking out about something. Thanks by the way.
61. What was the last thing you laughed really hard about?
Eva, Nicole and I freaked out about a cockroach which had flown into our store, and landed on a wall. We all shreaked and ran in opposite directions, as much as the counters would allow, and we all stayed in a semi-panicked state and some little Indian woman came into the store to kill it. Though, I wasn’t so much scared as laughing so hard I was crying…and unable to squish said bug..
62. When was the last time you got flowers?
I was given flowers for graduation. Last time from a boy? Josh gave me flowers to surprise me…I was allergic to them, but it was very sweet.
63. Do you plan on moving in the next year?
I don’t think so, but maybe
64. What are your plans for the weekend?
Joe may be visiting…but that’s iffy, and I’m working and playing some disk.
65. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
uhm, probably wal mart…wife beater
66. Do you like winter?
Yes. I love the winter
67. Do you regret anything?
I try not to have regrets cause they don’t get me anywhere. I do regret a few things, but I’m not spilling them here.
68. Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
sometimes - it depends on who I ‘m talking to
69. What are you doing tomorrow?
getting my hair done and working
70. Do you like to cuddle?
Hells yes, bring on the spooning.
71. Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
This survey and the choices I’ve made about Joe this week… and the fact that I haven’t talked to him in three days…the fact that I’m ticked at Charlie.
72. Honestly, how many people have you liked in the past year?
Not many
73. Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
No!
74. Do you think you're approachable?
I’ve been told I’m hard to approach because I’m very intimidating. But I think for the lay person I’m easy to approach.
75. How late did you stay up last night?
11:45 ish I think
76. Ever met a real life prostitute?
uhm…maybe.
77. Have you recently lost a friend?
No. but I’ve moved away from quite a few I loved dearly. Though Kat may count as losing a friend. It still bites sometimes, but w/e
78. What will you be doing at 8 AM tomorrow?
sleeping.
OK, well that was a long one, but i enjoyed getting a few things off my chest this evening. I'm not particularly pleased with one friend, who seems to have tons better things to do than have anything to do with me, even when i really just needed his honest opinion on a huge problematic part of my life. But, i'm busy, call you back tomorrow, turned into i'm too busy to talk to you for the next...well it's been a week and a half now. Lovely. I just needed him to be brutally honest and tell me i was making a mistake. Everyone else was for the whole situation, and i needed his pov...but not important enough. *SIGH*
I am working my ass off, and being busy par the usual, so not a ton of time to post. Tomorrow is the 1st day of August. Holy COW. I'll be 22 in 19 days. DAMN. I'm not sure i want to be old yet. but i feel old. and it kinda is starting to suck because i feel as though my life isn't going anywhere at the moment. WOW 22. just wow. It's already August. and things are moving so fast. le sigh. i guess everything has to change eventually, no matter how much it really sucks..
hope everyone is doing well and that summer and work are treating you well. Leave me some feedback and let me know how you're doing. I'm out of touch like crazy and I"m sorry about that!
Love you all!