Rawr Not Dead D:
Yeeeeauh, I'm still alive. Barely? I've been keeping myself busy but haven't really felt like talking about it. You guys are totally out of the loop. Sorry!
On the real life front, still no job, but I have a buttload of application forms to fill out and turn back in to their respective stores. I'm kind of pessimistic because I have no practical work experience, but we'll see what happens.
On the writing front, I fail royally. I just haven't felt like it. I should be keeping up with 52 in a Year -- I'm already four or five stories behind. I do have ideas but I haven't had the drive to work on it. Yesterday I got the urge to work on one of my longer PWP type ideas but I wanted to reread the beginning before I continued and got distracted reading fanfic instead. I might work on my Nero drabbles; those are kind of more "for fun" than some of the other ideas rolling around inside my head so my perfectionist streak isn't engaged. One of my problems is fanfic. Some of the fic I read is just a level above anything I write. Sometimes it inspires me to write and I try harder. Sometimes I get intimidated and just want to crawl in a hole and do nothing. I'm mostly getting the intimidated part lately, which is not helping.
Anyone feel like inspiring me? :D I kind of feel like RPing but I don't want to commit. I actually got the urge to write something where my character Nero kind of forces my character Cay and his sort of lover, Kris' character Taki into doing delicious things with him, but Taki is Kris' character and I'm not quite comfortable writing fanfic. I also doubt she'd want to RP this with me, because it's been so long since we've written Taki or Cay. Ah, well, a girl can hope.
Anyway, maybe I'll try and keep this updated better? @.@ I'm sorry for failing.
On the real life front, still no job, but I have a buttload of application forms to fill out and turn back in to their respective stores. I'm kind of pessimistic because I have no practical work experience, but we'll see what happens.
On the writing front, I fail royally. I just haven't felt like it. I should be keeping up with 52 in a Year -- I'm already four or five stories behind. I do have ideas but I haven't had the drive to work on it. Yesterday I got the urge to work on one of my longer PWP type ideas but I wanted to reread the beginning before I continued and got distracted reading fanfic instead. I might work on my Nero drabbles; those are kind of more "for fun" than some of the other ideas rolling around inside my head so my perfectionist streak isn't engaged. One of my problems is fanfic. Some of the fic I read is just a level above anything I write. Sometimes it inspires me to write and I try harder. Sometimes I get intimidated and just want to crawl in a hole and do nothing. I'm mostly getting the intimidated part lately, which is not helping.
Anyone feel like inspiring me? :D I kind of feel like RPing but I don't want to commit. I actually got the urge to write something where my character Nero kind of forces my character Cay and his sort of lover, Kris' character Taki into doing delicious things with him, but Taki is Kris' character and I'm not quite comfortable writing fanfic. I also doubt she'd want to RP this with me, because it's been so long since we've written Taki or Cay. Ah, well, a girl can hope.
Anyway, maybe I'll try and keep this updated better? @.@ I'm sorry for failing.