2 cents

Dec 26, 2004 17:59

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Firsts are always difficult. First day of school, first kiss, first fuck, first lj entry...its all the same. Your nervous right? Palms get sweaty; Face turns a little red. Deep down you just want to burst into tears and scream "WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?!" but you know you gotta do the task thats in front of you.
So you decide to take the plunge because once its started you can't turn back. And usually its fine once you've started. You get into a rhythm and then...fuck..you can't stop in the middle of something like that. In fact its soo damn good you don't wanna stop. And when it does end you think "damn...can we do it again?"

Alrgiht so Christmas was pretty awesome. My dad's actually trying to fight his alcoholism. I'm actually trying to be out. My grandma's actually trying to relax a bit. It was nice to be with that family, as crazy as it is sometimes. Dinner is always good there. Sweet potato lasagna with a basil sauce. It was great. This was the first year I actually enjoyed spending money for others. Felt nice. Something still missing in my life...a girl maybe right? Heh...had that for a good 2 weeks. Thank you United States Marine Corp...hmm...i guess it wouldn't have worked out anyway. Happy Holidays.

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