Act Apalled
Another day is one more excuse.
Shifts in and out like a chore.
Waiting....Waiting......Waiting......
What I would give to throw this phone across the room and just sleep for once like i used to.
I would hold on to those nights where I dont walk with this ache in my stomach.
Theres nothing that you can give...problems dont just work themselves out...you are the answer.
things are so different now....too little too late...thats always the case....the story of our life.
I remembered last night what it felt like to have someone always there for you...no matter what time it is.
you know who you are and its so good to hear that resonance of joy in your voice...
I dont know where im going...but i know where i want to be.
but sometimes i cant take how fucking hard it is to get there.....sometimes i want to give up.
I'm Empty.