you remember that first picture?
the one where you were wearing the blue sweater (the one i still have in a box in my bedroom). when your hair was longer, and you had a beard? you were the first person i was ever attracted to with a beard. i looked at that picture so often. i don't even have it anymore. my hotmail account was deleted when i stopped using it. the laptop it was saved on died, the contents unrecoverable. i think about that picture all the time. i wish i still had it. it's still there, in my head. but the price i would pay to see your face again...