Today I saw a man using a whiskey flask as a walkie talkie.
I wish I could write in my journal with the layout I have. For times lately when I have been wanting to get high at night it is usually I find when I often want to drink. In fact I was going to get some tonight but I didn't have enough money and went directly to the gym then came home. It's 1 am, that is a good time. There is definitely this whole new thing separating and helping things between Beth and I. She doesn't want to drink at all during the week and I think I would rather not drink during the weekend. All I really want to do is play some games but her playing games at night entices her to drink. She likes to go home now and go to bed and get up and enjoy the day. I like to unwind and once I get my telescope. Whatever, I won't be available to help out at the Salvation Army tomorrow by like 10 am or when she plans to go. Probably wake up somewhere around 10 ish then I should start doing yoga in the morning, then shower, breakfast and practice then I need to start reading more then work. I really don't have much time during the week. I should probably move out of this place, I will survive for now but I need to find a 2 bedroom for $800 a month with everything included like on Washington St. MOVING DOWN TO MY PARENTS IS NOT AN OPTION!!! I think that is all for now. Trying to read about astronomy can be confusing sometimes with all the bazillions of particles out there.