Just open up your eyes.
Is there a bit of illusion to everything in life? Perhaps because our perceptions are so limited that we can never see the entirety of a thing- only pieces?
I feel cynical and incomplete today... I thoroughly despise feeling this way, and I pray it will pass with time, and because I pray, I believe that it will.
I feel like in a way, I am unavoidably ignorant, even in my goals; I feel like I am blind to the full range of truth... is it just a feeling? A fleeting one, I hope. I know I am inevitably flawed, as I know my decisions are sometimes as well... but I don't want to be wrong, I do not want to be alone, I do not want to face despair or regret... I do not want to fail, I do not want to be less than what God has planned for me to be.
Everything ends up the way it is meant to. Reality is cold and harsh and we are never entirely prepared or equipped to handle it, or even to interpret it... only by God's grace can I survive today, can I live with strength for tomorrow, and prepare... and know that there is a purpose and a time for everything.
It is so gray outside today.
::You are going to have to get me through this one::
I feel cynical and incomplete today... I thoroughly despise feeling this way, and I pray it will pass with time, and because I pray, I believe that it will.
I feel like in a way, I am unavoidably ignorant, even in my goals; I feel like I am blind to the full range of truth... is it just a feeling? A fleeting one, I hope. I know I am inevitably flawed, as I know my decisions are sometimes as well... but I don't want to be wrong, I do not want to be alone, I do not want to face despair or regret... I do not want to fail, I do not want to be less than what God has planned for me to be.
Everything ends up the way it is meant to. Reality is cold and harsh and we are never entirely prepared or equipped to handle it, or even to interpret it... only by God's grace can I survive today, can I live with strength for tomorrow, and prepare... and know that there is a purpose and a time for everything.
It is so gray outside today.
::You are going to have to get me through this one::