better
feeling a little more upbeat. talked to jamie again today. he is nice. me and amber dont hate each other and lets keep it that way please! im going to a barbaque with ems today. its a family christmas thing. funness! christmas isnt my holiday but yea i guess i eventually have to get into the spirt. im going to disney land in like a week. it will be fun. this time its with sally. hopefully me and ems can do our annual trip again this summer. if her parents wont take me then maybe my dad will or something. well i gotta get going she will be here soon
rachel
rachel