'fore school
just updating before school to say a few things. i never got caught up on home work. my dad accused me of smoking but wont give me a reason why. i havnt eaten since yesterday after noon. i dont feel good. matt and dad were fighting this morning. every one fights around here. it sucks. matt fights with mom matt fights with dad dad fights with me and mom fights with me. now emily is gonna tell me its cause i dont show them i care enough. but i do. i recall me buying my mom a pretty ring with my own money and that should show i care. since matt was supposed to pay for half of it but he didnt. mom was supposed to cash my pay check and give me the money yesterday but i never got the money. god damnit. oh well. i am sitting here with no make up on thinking about how i have to go to school and how i didnt do the homework and how i should be doing it right now but my burning hate for patty (my teacher) wants me to not do it and have her yell at me so i can tell her to fuck off. haha i dont have the nerve to tell her to fuck off maybe tell her that i hate her and that no one likes her because she gives out way to much work and she never smiles. she doesnt have a sense of humor. that god 12 more days and im out of that class. welll i gotta go call sally and get make up on.
love rachel
love rachel