I'm home!
My trip was ok. It had its ups and downs... pretty normal.
I really wanted to spend more time with a couple people but life tends to get in the way sometimes. I continue to breath.
There were several times I considered the thought of moving back to GV durring my trip, then reality smacked me upside the head and I understood that I no longer fit there- My friends have moved on and to be honest there is way too much drama...
I still get hooked on the feelings from my past, I know its sad, but I have a number of very fond memories from there- before I moved and from trips.
I try not to live in the past. I wish I had the option Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet's characters did in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind . I would prefer not opening my still unhealed wounds by memory. I have too many that hurt. I love too much and too easily I guess. I was totaly and completly hurt by someone I still care for and I saw it coming. I still wanted to know if the feelings I had were not only felt by me; It turns out it was only felt by me, but at least he pretended enough so that I could play make believe also.
So to sum my trip up- I saw family and loved ones, ate way too much, did a little shopping, went to a mini goth club, made my Granny smile, didnt get any sleep, snapped a friends too much, drove a really cool rental car, and made a complete and total ass and fool out of myself.
All in all it was an ok trip.
I might go back in August for the fair. Now that is my favorite place!
For those who I extended the invatation to - feel free to visit. We will explore Seattle together.
I really wanted to spend more time with a couple people but life tends to get in the way sometimes. I continue to breath.
There were several times I considered the thought of moving back to GV durring my trip, then reality smacked me upside the head and I understood that I no longer fit there- My friends have moved on and to be honest there is way too much drama...
I still get hooked on the feelings from my past, I know its sad, but I have a number of very fond memories from there- before I moved and from trips.
I try not to live in the past. I wish I had the option Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet's characters did in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind . I would prefer not opening my still unhealed wounds by memory. I have too many that hurt. I love too much and too easily I guess. I was totaly and completly hurt by someone I still care for and I saw it coming. I still wanted to know if the feelings I had were not only felt by me; It turns out it was only felt by me, but at least he pretended enough so that I could play make believe also.
So to sum my trip up- I saw family and loved ones, ate way too much, did a little shopping, went to a mini goth club, made my Granny smile, didnt get any sleep, snapped a friends too much, drove a really cool rental car, and made a complete and total ass and fool out of myself.
All in all it was an ok trip.
I might go back in August for the fair. Now that is my favorite place!
For those who I extended the invatation to - feel free to visit. We will explore Seattle together.