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It's really, really depressing when you come into money (say from your tax return! :D) and realize the best thing to do with it is pay off your credit cards. Fucking credit cards.
And it's not like I just go shopping and spend hundreds of dollars. Okay, yes, I bought a camera, but seriously, splurging once in a great while seems like not a horrible thing. But I have to put groceries, gas, and pretty much everything I buy on a daily basis on credit right now, because I have to be able to make rent, you know? *sigh*
And then paying off the card sucks a lot of balls.
It really is just awful that this is the rest of my life. Scraping together whatever money I can find just to make rent or a house payment, forever being behind on my credit, and oh boy lets add insurance to this, shall we? Fucking hell.
And it's not like I just go shopping and spend hundreds of dollars. Okay, yes, I bought a camera, but seriously, splurging once in a great while seems like not a horrible thing. But I have to put groceries, gas, and pretty much everything I buy on a daily basis on credit right now, because I have to be able to make rent, you know? *sigh*
And then paying off the card sucks a lot of balls.
It really is just awful that this is the rest of my life. Scraping together whatever money I can find just to make rent or a house payment, forever being behind on my credit, and oh boy lets add insurance to this, shall we? Fucking hell.