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I am absolutely repulsed by my body at the moment.
It makes me want to throw up.
Why it is I eat the things I eat, as much as I eat them, I really wish I knew.
I feel so self-disgusted, overweight and unhealthy.
And I hate finals.
I have about 10000000 things to do this week before I can come home.
I still haven't packed. Or practiced my song for tomorrow. Or memorized the rest of my final scene in Acting. Or written either of my 2 English papers. Or my Religion paper. Or studied for anything. This week is going to kick my ass, I am pretty sure. But I've lost whatever drive it is that's supposed to kick in your adrenaline and make you care. I really just want to come home. That's all I care to do.
GAH
Why am I in such a bad mood!
It makes me want to throw up.
Why it is I eat the things I eat, as much as I eat them, I really wish I knew.
I feel so self-disgusted, overweight and unhealthy.
And I hate finals.
I have about 10000000 things to do this week before I can come home.
I still haven't packed. Or practiced my song for tomorrow. Or memorized the rest of my final scene in Acting. Or written either of my 2 English papers. Or my Religion paper. Or studied for anything. This week is going to kick my ass, I am pretty sure. But I've lost whatever drive it is that's supposed to kick in your adrenaline and make you care. I really just want to come home. That's all I care to do.
GAH
Why am I in such a bad mood!