i just want my bed back :(
so its been 4 days and i havnt slept a bit, since my brother has taken over my room and once again im stuck with Harry. the annoying gunie pig that i hate more than life it self. i seem to be the only one who is inconvienced here. first, we find out my brother is allergic to harry, so he gets put in my room for 2 weeks, NOW, im in fucking here. its like musical chairs and it seriously needs to stop.
chelsea and i got into a pretty big fight on friday night. we've never faught before. weird huh? years upon years of being friends and this is our first fight. i'll be the first one to admit that i have changed but its not like i care. i think i changed when danielle and phrank left. its not easy losing your 2 best friends. they were the people i went to for anything and everything. that all changed when they left. i've become very annoyed and i have no tollerance for anyone. i dont enjoy drinking as much as i used to because i cant stand being around a good majority of people. was i that immature before? thats another big part of it all, im realizing how immature everyone is. well not everyone but a good handful of people. everyday i realize how bad i need to get out of this dead end town. im literally suffocating here and it needs to stop.
i miss my old friends. since danielle and phrank live in different states, i never get to see them. rachel is mostly at school and when shes home i never see her anyway. when she was home a couple weeks ago i saw her for 10 minutes. no joke. 10 mins. we went, got ice cream and i dropped her off. i never see danielle henderson and we live in the same city. thats pretty sad. i miss her. i miss my o4. jeremiah's always up pat's ass and thats somewhere i dont want to be caught DEAD. i plan on never speaking to pat again and i want him out of my life. its getting very easy for me to write people off. to tell you the truth, i would rather sit home by myself and do nothing, rather than be around immature, spineless people.
im sick of hearing that i've changed. im sick of hearing how i never want to do anything and they miss the old chelsea. i cant be how i used to be. that chelsea is gone and forgotten. im ready to start my life. im not worried about what low-life scumbags are doing or what guy is going to notice me next.
call me cynical...so be it
chelsea and i got into a pretty big fight on friday night. we've never faught before. weird huh? years upon years of being friends and this is our first fight. i'll be the first one to admit that i have changed but its not like i care. i think i changed when danielle and phrank left. its not easy losing your 2 best friends. they were the people i went to for anything and everything. that all changed when they left. i've become very annoyed and i have no tollerance for anyone. i dont enjoy drinking as much as i used to because i cant stand being around a good majority of people. was i that immature before? thats another big part of it all, im realizing how immature everyone is. well not everyone but a good handful of people. everyday i realize how bad i need to get out of this dead end town. im literally suffocating here and it needs to stop.
i miss my old friends. since danielle and phrank live in different states, i never get to see them. rachel is mostly at school and when shes home i never see her anyway. when she was home a couple weeks ago i saw her for 10 minutes. no joke. 10 mins. we went, got ice cream and i dropped her off. i never see danielle henderson and we live in the same city. thats pretty sad. i miss her. i miss my o4. jeremiah's always up pat's ass and thats somewhere i dont want to be caught DEAD. i plan on never speaking to pat again and i want him out of my life. its getting very easy for me to write people off. to tell you the truth, i would rather sit home by myself and do nothing, rather than be around immature, spineless people.
im sick of hearing that i've changed. im sick of hearing how i never want to do anything and they miss the old chelsea. i cant be how i used to be. that chelsea is gone and forgotten. im ready to start my life. im not worried about what low-life scumbags are doing or what guy is going to notice me next.
call me cynical...so be it