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i really need to change that silly profile picture, do you know how many years its been up there? did you know that my hair doesn't even GO back into a ponytail anymore???? thats right, my hair is short and cute! erik says i "look like a wife!" which i think is supposed to be a compliment since he really likes it, haha.
right now i feel like all my best friends are unreachable.....pammy is at her new internship at mount ranier national park in washington with aaaabsolutely no cell phone service, and no way for me to reach her except by email. (which since i don't have the internet at home, that doesn't work very well either.) and heather has been in bolivia for 1 out of about 11 months.....and i just finished reading her and grant's blog, and it made me laugh and cry. i miss her so much..and i just wish i could HEAR her tell those stories about the frogs and lizards in the tub, and how cashiers there will give candy or band-aids if they don't have correct change...i love heather kuhns. my other bestish friends are either in japan, in a completely different stage of their lives, having babies, or they lately have a problem of ditching me which realllllly ticks me off. erik IS my best friend, and the greatest one at that, but he can't be everything for me, just like i could never take the place of his jer-bear. i wish pam was here so we could go to the video store, try to rent a good movie, and have it end up being the worst we've ever seen, just like the old days. we're so good at picking out horrible movies!
on a better note, now that i officially have health insurance again, i've been going to a chiropractor for about a month because i've had neck and back problems since early high school.....and my neck is feeling so much better! i don't think about the pressure and tightness all the time because its improving...! i know i still have a long way to go, trust me, i saw the x-rays, but i'm happy to be doing something for my future self. cuz i dont' wanna be 35 with stinkin arthritis in my neck. plus, getting my neck cracked just feels soooo good!
i just made a $400 student loan payment, which means that nooow nothing is due until like august of 08, but i still feel like i'm getting nowhere. somebody give me 14000 more dollars please!
i love that its friday AND my day off. goodbye!!
right now i feel like all my best friends are unreachable.....pammy is at her new internship at mount ranier national park in washington with aaaabsolutely no cell phone service, and no way for me to reach her except by email. (which since i don't have the internet at home, that doesn't work very well either.) and heather has been in bolivia for 1 out of about 11 months.....and i just finished reading her and grant's blog, and it made me laugh and cry. i miss her so much..and i just wish i could HEAR her tell those stories about the frogs and lizards in the tub, and how cashiers there will give candy or band-aids if they don't have correct change...i love heather kuhns. my other bestish friends are either in japan, in a completely different stage of their lives, having babies, or they lately have a problem of ditching me which realllllly ticks me off. erik IS my best friend, and the greatest one at that, but he can't be everything for me, just like i could never take the place of his jer-bear. i wish pam was here so we could go to the video store, try to rent a good movie, and have it end up being the worst we've ever seen, just like the old days. we're so good at picking out horrible movies!
on a better note, now that i officially have health insurance again, i've been going to a chiropractor for about a month because i've had neck and back problems since early high school.....and my neck is feeling so much better! i don't think about the pressure and tightness all the time because its improving...! i know i still have a long way to go, trust me, i saw the x-rays, but i'm happy to be doing something for my future self. cuz i dont' wanna be 35 with stinkin arthritis in my neck. plus, getting my neck cracked just feels soooo good!
i just made a $400 student loan payment, which means that nooow nothing is due until like august of 08, but i still feel like i'm getting nowhere. somebody give me 14000 more dollars please!
i love that its friday AND my day off. goodbye!!